Sitting in the Car

I'm sitting in my car waiting for Jake & Paula, Jamie, maybe Kate, Alison, and maybe even Nick. >:-< We're going to see Harry Potter.

It's so sad...I almost wish my girlfriend wasn't coming at all. Things are so uncomfortable right now, at least when we talk online and the few times on the phone...

We don't say I love you or even call each other sweetie anymore. She stopped first and I couldn't keep it up one-sided, plus I didn't want to make her feel uncomfortable with the unrequited words.

So now I don't know what to expect or how to act. If I let my true depressed feelings show through, she's going to worry about me and feel bad because she thinks she's negelecting me. But if I hide that and act happy, will she take it as a sign that we've grown too far apart??

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