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My Dual Task
I have taken on a task that is all but impossible,
1. Convincing young homosexuals that Christianity is at the root of their problem, if it can be called such; and,
2. Convincing them that they can.
If it were not for organized religion homosexuality would be just another way of having sex.
This becomes apparent when one realizes that sex is in no way connected to morality. Sex is just another body function, no more nor more less than defecating, urinating, breathing, sweating, eating, drinking, and any one of a hundred other functions. How stupid would it be if someone told you
it was "wrong" to eat food? It would be entirely stupid because any idiot knows we have to eat. Eating is a part of being human. Sex is the same.
So you see what the Church does, you see why they do it, and you see how the government profits by going along with the Church, so is there any other reason why you cannot believe you are being duped?
Many young homosexuals view their own condition (i.e., being gay) as a problem in morality. When they get it on with another of their own sex, they suffer deeply from remorse, guilt and shame, and feel they have "offended God," thanks to the Church.
The original church of the world was the worship of the male sex organ. Why they decided to start worshiping the penis is fairly easy to understand. The penis is the source of all life. It is the
life-giving organ of the human race. Why would they not worship it? Why would they not worship the female? They did. But not to the extent of the male member. But why or how is not important, the important thing is, they did worship the male sex organ, and this religion was world wide. Try
convincing the whole world that they are wrong. Not an easy task. I know.
Don't ask me which penis they worshiped. I don't know. Probably the closest one. Whichever penis was nearby was the one they worshiped and prayed to. To what extent their prayers were answered by the 1-eyed god is not clear, but probably to the same extent our monotheistic,
anthropomorphic god answers prayers today.
The witch hunts of the last three centuries resulted in the murder of over 100,000 women and young girls. Girls as young as ten were burned at stake, drowned, or hanged. Anyone could point a finger at any female and accuse her of being a witch. The Church would arrest the accused, interrogate and
torture her until she confessed to being a witch, then execute her. One method of torture involved binding the female with rope and tossing her into a pond. If she drowned, she was innocent. If she did not drown, she was a witch.
Next came the so-called saints. Many of these had their own male lovers, while preaching to the "masses" that homosexuality was a "sin." Of course it was a sin, for others, not for the participants. This is still going on today. One diocese in northern California was fined $134 million for one
of their clergy, priests, whatever, sodomizing and orally copulating two young boys for over a decade. That's a pretty heft price to pay for a little sex. The money went to the two boys, but the appeals judge later reduced the award to $3 million per boy. This happened in the last two years - 1997-98. And it is not uncommon. Priests all over the world are getting it on with the altar boys, and are being busted every day. It's easy to preach that sex is a sin, but giving up sex is quite another
matter.
How many murders are being committed today in the name of Christianity?
Our next task is to convince troubled young people that it is not only possible to live without the church, it is easy, and more sane.
Most people who become "born again" claim the feel relieved, as a ten ton weight had been removed from their shoulders. They feel happy and joyous, relieved, and care free all at the same time. They, in short, feel as if they had been born again. We have to admit, this is very impressive package that the church sells. And it is real. It actually happens to people who "give their souls to God."
So, there's the secret. Live your life with love rather than with hate and anger, and you will live a happy, rich, wonderful old age.
And guess what. It doesn't matter who you love. You can love God, Christ, humanity, people of the same sex or people of the opposite sex - it doesn't matter. Just fill your life with love. Get rid of the hate and anger, replace it with love, and you've got it made.
How can you do this? Very simple. Become knowledgeable. Fill your head with intelligence and love will become second nature. All intelligent people love, because they know it is foolish and destructive to hate.
There's the secret. You don't have to be religious. You don't even have to be "good." You don't have to go to Church. And most of all, you don't have to be religious to be good and moral.
Many people think that an atheist is a wicked and evil person out to do all the damage he can do. This is not so. You don't have to believe in God, nor go to church, to be a good person. This is pure ignorance on the part of the Church goer.
ONE SUBJECT UPON WHICH WE HAVEN'T TOUCH IN THIS PAPER
To illustrate how utterly stupid the Church is, (if you haven't been convinced by foregoing) is their insistence that young, healthy, potent persons should give up sex and be "clean and pure, moral, and sinless."
For some religious organization to come along and say sex is "wrong" is about as stupid as one can get. Yet organized religion does it, and the masses go for it. We can call this the Bill Clinton syndrome. Have sex all day Saturday then beat ones self over the head for doing so on Sunday.
Many youngsters indulge in sex of one kind or another, then hate themselves for doing so. Some have even become so ashamed and upset they actually make themselves sick. The older they get, the less prone they are to fall for this dichotomy. But the tiniest bit of reflection makes it abundantly clear that viewing sex from a platform of morality is absurd.
Sex is neither right nor wrong. It just is.
So, painting sex with a morality paint brush is a grievous and dangerous error. Trying to pretend that something is either right or wrong is the sole function of the Church.
The Church is the originator of this deceit, and was and still is to this day the main one to profit from such trickery.
In fairness, it should be admitted that the Church is not the only to profit from this deception. All of the following profit: the police, the judicial system, the prison system, the legal system, in short, the entire government. The government makes a profit (nay, gets rich) from every soul put into prison for a sex crime. So you can see why the government works hand in glove with assisting the Church in every way sustaining this deception. The church says it is wrong or sinful, and the government gloms onto the crooked duplicity without a moment's hesitation. The government becomes a partner in the crime so quick it makes your head swim. So the Church is not the only culprit, although it is the worst.
How does the government become "rich" in enforcing these laws? Car to guess how much a judge makes a year? How about a lawyer? Or a Prosecutor, or a cop on the street? Or a prison warden? The fact that these people are paid with taxpayer's money does not alter the fact that they are getting rich. I once knew a judge in Michigan who would sell out for $200. I did not understand how a judge could risk his job for a paltry $200. But, multiply that by ten to twenty defendants that come before him in one day. Then multiply this by five days a week. Then multiply this by the number of weeks in a year. And, assuming the judge stayed on the bench for ten years, Then add this onto his salary, and you can see he is banking a pretty tidy little sum every year. But today, even without the payoffs (and make no mistake about it, judges still have their palms greased every day of the year) judges are still making a handsome salary - in the neighborhood of $200,000 per annum. So do the other government figures enumerated above. A prison warden can easily make as much as a judge. A common, ordinary prison guard can make $75,000 per year, with overtime. So can a cop. Oh, they wouldn't screw the taxpayer like this? No, not much.
They don't figure they are screwing the taxpayer. They figure they are earning their money.
So, we see how the government gets rich by denigrating certain sex acts, but what about the Church? How do they get rich? By disseminating their poison nationwide they remain the Church. They became rich, and they maintain the status quo by keeping on doing whatever they do. You are a
sinful person, better come to Church Sunday and let me pray away your sins.
I don't charge much. Just whatever you wish to contribute to God's work.
The Church denigrates homosexuality. Without the Church, homosexuality would just be another sex act.
As it is, with the Church painting the condition with their poison brush, homosexuality is hated and despised by almost the whole population, even the homosexuals themselves.
Strange as it may seem, some homosexuals hate themselves, and feel guilty, and still love the Church.
Yet it is the Church that denigrates them.
You don't believe homosexuals hate themselves? Get an exact definition of homophobe and you will see that most fag bashers and other homophobic people fear that they themselves are homosexual. They pretend to hate homosexuals in order to take the heat off themselves. So, homopphobes are
not people who hate homosexuals, they are people who hate themselves for being homosexual.
Feeling they have done something "sinful" they turn to God for forgiveness and absolution, and help. They turn to religion. Religion helps to some extent, so the youngsters "feel" they have found the answer. They read a page or two in the bible, and they become crusaders for Christ. Yes, religion does help. But what they kids don't discover for several decades is that it was religion that made them
sick in the first place. Oh, yes, after they "find" religion they immediately begin viewing themselves as "sick." The dichotomy that is almost impossible for anyone to grasp - much less, impressionable kids, is the one I have taken on to dispel.
The Church makes you sick, then the Church heals you. Neat.
The Jews invented religion as we know it today, and isn't it a coincidence they also invented psychiatry. Make no mistake about it: religion is a sickness, and it makes participants sick in other ways.
The reason religion is a sickness is that it causes people to create something in their own minds, then reach to it as if it were real. That is the definition of insanity. The reason religion makes afficionados sick in other ways is they become so overloaded with guilt, they lose the capability of rational thought. The Church causes the guilt because the Church divides the universe into two parts, good and bad, right and wrong, wicked and holy, and people plug into this madness to the extent that it
makes them sick, both physically and mentally. The movie, Psycho, is probably the best depiction of this phenomenon: The hero for whatever reason becomes a transvestite, or homosexual, and feels so guilty over the transformation that his mind splits his personality into two parts. The female part becomes another person. This is the part that commits the murders. He is eventually caught and is acting out the part of his own mother.
Religion is the sole cause of all mental illness.
Religion is mental illness.
But convincing the young boy of this who feels religion has saved his sanity, is all but impossible. The young boy knows only the superficial part of religion. He has no clue as to wicked, evil and terrible things the church has done in the past. He probably will never learn the real history of the Christian Church. One because he doesn't need to learn any more. He has his religion. And that's enough. And, two, because it is against mans nature to read. Not to mention understanding what he reads.
Men, and women, are by nature, not students, nor scholars, much less, thinkers.
Why think, I have all the answers I need, right here in my bible.
But for those who like to probe a little deeper than the superficial, here is a very brief history of the Church:
Proof of the existence of this religion is seen in the vestiges of the religion that still exist today. The church spire was once horizontal to symbolize horizontal male organ. The windows of the ancient cathedral were all shaped like upright penises The ingestion of semen was a huge part of the religion. It was supposed to bring about enlightenment. Nobody to this day can prove it doesn't.
The semen was eventually replaced by water. Eventually they stopped eating it and started dunking each other in water and this practice replaced by sprinkling the water on the head in some churches They started calling it Baptism.
The church of that era lasted for centuries.
Then came they Jews.
They somehow decided that there should be only one god, and every man should not have the privilege of having a god hanging between his legs. So, they declared war on the church of the holy penis. In fact, they murdered off nearly all of the worshipers of the male sex organ, and are
still trying to do the same to this day. They declared any one who worshiped the penis was a heretic and a witch, and for the next three or four centuries they gave free reign to anyone who wanted to kill a witch. Kill them all! Anyone who worships a penis deserves to die! And die they did. By the millions.
All this is delineated in the book, The Worship of Priapy.
So the Jews prevailed for several centuries, and eventually lost its following due to the strictness of its laws. People found it impossible to follow all the laws, and started ignoring them all.
The Jews, not being totally stupid, saw the handwriting on the wall and decided that it would be best for them to change the laws of their church rather than lose control entirely. So, they invented Jesus Christ and the Catholic Church. They melted into the background, but maintained control over the people and the new church. Their rules were almost the same, but they stopped teaching that anyone who sinned was doomed forever. Now, you can pull off any kind of meanness you like, confess to a priest, and your sins are absolved. Neat, but it worked. The Catholic church became the most powerful and richest church in the world. Why not? Any criminal can be a Catholic and be forgiven. It suited the world to a T.
But they still maintained their policy of banishing sex. Catholic or Jew, they hate sex (in the other party, that is.)
In this case, millions of innocents were murdered. After the Catholic church gained a foothold, millions more were murdered.
A good example of just how vicious the Catholic Church has been, travel to Mexico. Just before it was Mexico it was the land of the Aztec Indians.
20,000,000 of them. They were all slaughtered by the Spaniards (nee, the Catholic Church) on its never ending quest for gold. The Spanish soldiers invaded the country, and slaughtered every living soul. The ones they did not slaughter they murdered with their filth and disease. The Aztecs never
stood a chance. And while we are on the subject of the Aztecs, perhaps we should mention the millions of people slaughtered by their own priests, their own people, as sacrifices to their gods. It seems that every day their god gobbled up the sun and made it dark. The priest had to murder
several dozen citizens every day to appease the god and make him return the sun the next morning. You make think this sound utterly silly and barbaric, and you are right. This is the exact same thing your religion seems to philosophers and thinking men. Your religion is every bit as foolish as the that of the Aztec. Incidentally these are the people, The Aztecs, that would stretch a body (any body, even beautiful children) on a stone and cut the chest oven and remove the heart while it was still beating. All this in the name of god.
And their god was just as real as yours. The one you pray to every day.
This was done by the Christian Church for nearly three centuries. In Salem, Massachusetts, over 300 girls and women were murdered by the Christian Church.
Next, came the little boys who were locked up in mental institutions for masturbating. These boys were invariably raped by older boys or attendants the day they entered the hospitals. Doctors would certify the boy was deranged, which gave the judges authority to commit the children. Many times the boys were castrated in order to cure their "sinning." Oh, yes.
The act of masturbating was called a sin by the Church, and was therefore a crime. And any boy who committed this heinous crime was subject to being committed.
And literally thousands of them were. This went on for decades. Records still abound testifying to these atrocities.
Then came the castratta. Young boys castrated by the Church to prevent their voices from changing. They forever remained sopranos. Their lifetime duty to sing in the Church choir. Their manhood completely destroyed by the Church's need for sopranos. They were gelded like animals without a moment's hesitation, nor a shred. Of compassion by these god-loving Christians, This happened to hundreds, maybe thousands, of innocent boys.
This is only a fraction of the sins and crimes of the Catholic Church. We haven't even mentioned the 175,000 slaves owned by the Catholic Church when slavery was in vogue, nor the India girls purchased in the last decade by the Church on the pretense of making them nuns, but in fact holding them as sex slaves and servants to the priests of various diocese. Nor the literally thousands of murders committed during the Crusades. The Church is not only the worst sinner, it is also criminal.
And the Protestant church is no better. They are one and the same. The Protestants are simply carrying on the work of the Catholics.
Experts say that at least 1/4th (25%) of all suicides today are gay youth.
These are not suicides, they are murders.
And the suicides are are triggered by the teachings of the Christian Church. They preach that homosexuality is a sin, evil, an abomination, a crime, against God, and that the perpetrator is doomed to Hell, damnation and will burn for an eternity.
Kids plug into this bull, and so do some adults. They believe this garbage. Of course, intelligent people know it is pure nonsense. But unfortunately the Christian Church does not aim its doctrine toward intellectuals, but toward the young and unsuspecting, the ignorant and credulous. Intelligent people do not need religion. So, the youth believe they are as guilty as the Church claims, they become burdened with guilt. They feel they are doomed to Hell. The begin to feel hopeless, lost,
abandoned, unloved, and begin thinking about killing themselves. If left alone, they will eventually find some way to carry out the act. They will either kill themselves directly, or indirectly - such as a staged accident, or a outlined in other writings, by staging a confrontation with the police and trick the police into shooting them; by over-dosing with drugs, or other substance such as propane, or glue, or a phony car accident, or a staged drowning, there are any number of ways a kid can find to kill themselves. And they do.
By the millions.
But these are not suicides. They are murders.
Murders by the Christian Church.
All the while the Christians are in denial: Oh, I haven't murdered anyone, I'm a good Christian.
Oh, Christians don't do that. All the Christians I know are good people.
Oh, the Christian Church doesn't hate, these sinners, they only hate the sin.
And on and on, denying, even to themselves that they are guilty of these sins.
But the fact is, every single Christian is guilty of every crime committed by the Christian Church.
Your presence in the Church on Sunday morning validates the teachings of the Church. Your presence says, "The Church is Okay."
That makes you an accomplice and the blood of every one of those innocent youngsters is on your hands.
You can continue in your loyalty and obedience to the Church but the blood of the millions of persons murdered by the Christian and Jewish Church since the beginning of each, is on your hands.
The first witch, the first adherent in the original religion, the first who disagreed with the teachings, the first heretic, of the Jewish Church, and first to disagree with the Catholics on the crusades, from the very beginning, Christians and Jews and Protestants, and every other adherent to any organized religion that denounces sex, has the blood of that murdered victims on his or her hands.
And you think this will get you into Heaven!
Why do we attack the Church with such vehemence? Is it because we have dedicated ourselves to the extermination of organized religion? Far from it. We have better things to do. Such as saving young men and women, boys and girls, from being murdered by the Church. That is our aim. If the Church gets destroyed in the process, fine. So be it. Let the punishment fit the crime. What we really want all young homosexuals, and older ones too, to see is that their belonging to a church, any church, and swallowing the propaganda and dogma of that church, is equal to their falling in love with the hangman.
Or the torturer. People who are subjected to extensive torture often fall in love with the one who tortures them. This comes from people who have been there and done that. Whether anyone has ever fallen in love with a person whose job it was to hang the person is not certain. But for someone to attend a church, join the church and support the church and take all the doctrine seriously, when they are the ones the church is attacking, vilifying, denigrating and crucifying, is absolute folly. If others would join the church and become a part of it, they have my absolute approval. But when a homosexual "makes Christ my Savior" when it is Christ in the form of the Church that is doing its best to murder him (the church member) then it is absolute idiocy.
This is what we are trying to prevent.
First of all, we need to understand the psychology of the church, and the being "born again" principle.
It is a hard act to follow.
Psychotherapists and psychiatrists can duplicate the act, but it takes years. The yoga and certain other sects that practice meditation duplicate the act. And, intelligence can duplicate the act. I will explain here how it works, how it happens:
For some unknown reason, we people "stuff" our anger and hatred back down into our gullets and keep it there. We walk around with this "dynamite" inside us and it makes us unhappy and miserable, and sometime dysfunctional. We walk around with enough hate and anger inside us to destroy everything with which we come into contact. Eventually it destroys us.
I recently watched a woman die from smoking. She had been smoking for fifty years, and she was only 65 years old. The cigarettes destroyed her. The smoke ruined her lungs and she had to breath almost pure oxygen.
Finally she died.
She had reached for a cigarette every time she felt a twinge of hate or anger. That's what cigarettes do. They relieve the hate an anger inside a person. But they destroy the ones who relive their hate and anger in this manner. It should be mentioned that overeating is the same as smoking. Just for those overweight souls who think that because they don't smoke they are beating the odds.
This woman's hate and anger killed her just as surely as if she had put a gun to her head.
She carried this hate around with her for fifty years. Finally it killed her. She watched her husband die a few months earlier from the same problems, except he developed three cancers from smoking. His wife watched him die in agony, and never missed a cigarette. Both parties literally hated themselves to death.
The simple act of going to church and "giving their lives to god would have saved them.
It would have wiped out their hate and anger and ...
Replaced it with love.
Love never killed anybody.
So the rules are simple:
Get rid of all hate and anger.
Fill your life with love.
Be as good as you can without depriving yourself.
There is absolutely no point in being good to others to the point of hurting yourself. This gains you nothing. Also, don't expect God to reward you for being "good." There's an old saying, "No good deed shall go unpunished."
This seems to be true.
Maybe is Karma. Maybe it's the rule of the universe. I don't profess to know. And I really don't think it is important.
The stupid part is their insistence that sex and morality are connected.
This is too moronic for intelligent persons to address. Scientist won't even dignify the concept by discussing it. I shouldn't either, but I feel I am talking to young people and sometimes the young need things spelled out for them in a way that older people don't need. Suggest or hint at something and most grown-up will immediately grasp the idea. They will know what you are talking about. Say the same thing, in the same way, to persons under 21 and it will go right over their heads.
Here is the picture.
Your body is not controlled by your mind. You cannot order you body to stop manufacturing hormones and semen and expect the body to obey your commands.
It will not.
You can pray 24 hours a day for your testicles to stop manufacturing semen, and all the time you are praying your testicles will continue manufacturing and semen, and you will get hornier, and hornier. By the time you finish praying, you will be so horny you will rape the body closest to you. The Christian Church knows this, but will order you to give up sex anyway. The same priest that orders you to "abstain" is probably screwing the altar boy routinely.
Be that as it may, they will impose this dichotomy on you and put you into double bind that they know you cannot resolve. There is no way in Hell you can give up sex and be a "good" person.
And even if you could give up sex, it would not make you a "good" person. The reason being that "good" and "sex" are not related. Sex is real, "good" is an imaginary quality that does not exist. There is no "good" in nature. (Every hear of a "good" tree?)
There is no connection between the two.
The connection between "good" and "sex" is a fiction, a lie, if you prefer. Only one of millions of lies taught by the Christian Church (all churches, for that matter). This lie put thousands of young boys to death in mental institutions by the Christians. They claimed the boys masturbated and made no effort to be "good" so were declared mentally ill and slammed into a mental hospital where they were raped repeatedly at the least, murdered at the most. This was accomplished at the behest of their
bible-thumping parents.
It might be mentioned that we are aware if the readers who will say, "It is too possible to give up sex. I gave it up ten years ago when I was eighty five." Or the graduates of "Exodus" who were conned into giving up homosexual sex, and switched over to straight sex. Making a switch is not giving up sex. It would not be difficult for any homosexual to give up gay sex inasmuch as every homosexual is capable of having any kind of sex. The only requirement for having sex with a woman as opposed to having sex with a man is the ability to have an erection. Most men have an interminable erection regardless if they are gay or straight. And almost all homosexual men have sex with women occasionally if not habitually. Men, gay or straight, bless their hearts, will screw anything that is close at hand. And, as we stated in another paper, most gay men are married anyway.
And I'm talking about married to women, not each other. We have shown in another writing that men must be gay in order to be attracted to women.
Men who love women, are men who want to be women. The law of psychology is: we love that which we wish to become. (Please don't write to deny this. Men have a feminine side that they are unaware of, so they are attracted to women without knowing why. In fact, most men don't know why they do anything they do. Its part of their nature.)
In conclusion, you cannot give up sex.
And even if you do, it doesn't make you "good," nor "sinless."
So relax, enjoy the body nature gave you. You might as well enjoy it, there is no way in Hell you can control it.