Am I confused? I don't think so. Frankly, I get that question a lot. Unfortunately it is more from lesbian women than anyone else. They don't understand "bi" women. We are just confused. We don't know what we want. We always go back to our boyfriends. I've heard it all.

I know what I want. I know when I want it and how I want it as well. I am a women of many moods and a mercurial nature. I am after all the epitomy of a gemini. I am not a lesbian in denial. I am not a straight woman playing around or looking for an adventure. *l* I don't try to be bisexual. I certainly don't play at it. I don't do it to allow another pleasure. I do it because I have no choice. I am not a straight or gay. I AM both.   When I am with a Man, I want a Man. When I am with a Woman, I want to be with a Woman. I only want to be allowed to be Myself.
I have tried at times to be one or the other. I have gone for long periods being one or the other.

Ultimately, I am missing part of Myself. I get frustrated. It is a delicate balance. As with most balances, though, it is not completely even. If it were a balance it is like my straight side is  a little bigger, but my lesbian side is denser with intensity. They balance each other out, but it is a balance that fluctuates tipping the scales back and forth.  Men are natural to me, but women are  a craving. It comes and goes but the need is always intense, as if to make up for something missing. Both are rewarding. I take different things from each.

You may not understand Me. You may not approve. The good news is you don't have to. *s* After all, what could
be more important to all of us than tolerance. There are those who like men, those who don't. Some like women,
some prefer to be alone. There are those who are gay/lesbian and those who are straight. And there are those of us who are bi.
 
 

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