ABOUT ME:
About Me Part 3:1999 and into 2000
I'm Becky. Where I came from I'm not sure, but
I've been around as long as I can remember. That might sound weird, but I'm
sort of like an alternate persona - I live inside a guy who's initials are BK, thus my own name BecKy. Although I have
always been here, it's only the last few years with going to college that I
have really been able to bloom. Even so I still only come out around Halloween
once or twice a year, not that you can blame the guy too much with all the
cruel people out there and all the ones he's had to put up with.
Come college and new friends. Had another friend
figure it out, and she was fascinated by it. I almost went out for 1995, came
very close to it, but when no one wanted to help out and go with me I ended up
going with some aquaintences out to breakfast. At least I was doing things...
1996. Again Halloween, and my one friend invited me
to go to a costume contest near her, off campus and virtually unknown to it
despite being 15 minutes away (possibly due to not selling alcohol? LOL). Anyways
after doing some shopping (used clothes for $2 a bag!) I was able to put
together an outfit and went. My friend's aunt ended up doing the makeup; her
brother and cousin were also going as "girls" so it was no big deal.
I also met her (girl) cousin Sam, who I ended up seeing for a few weeks. I
looked pretty good; from a distance I fooled people (the shocked look on the
singer's face was priceless) and I was totally at home - it felt like being a
whole other person, I suppose in a way it was! Going home weekends I had driven
back from home on this Saturday and I was so comfortable I drove back home
before I ever changed or cleaned up. When Halloween came, I went to the dorm
party with Sam - only change was a longer skirt, it was cold and I wanted some
pockets! End result was I won both contests and $40. Sam only lasted another
date because of a number of factors, biggest being her 16 to my 22 at the time.
But I learned a lot about myself, even after taking her home I stayed in the
front hall freaking people out as all the car-less home boys from the city came
and invaded the party. I find I enjoy the humor value as much as I find myself
comfortable in a skirt, most guys have a funny reaction when they figure out
all is not as it seems. (That doesnt mean I would push my luck, I've no desire
to dance with a guy anyways!)
1997 - The Best Yet. Even though I have some kind of
affinity for attracting people only interested in using me, I had fun. On
Halloween I went to a faraway C&W dance club, resulting in the top picture
on my page. My friend this time was a college aquaintance some 7 years older,
with her own children. The dress? I had a red formal a friend gave to me, but
it both was coming apart and was only straps above the breast - where I shaved
it became red and bumpy and stayed that way. So on a whim I went into a thrift
shop and began trying on formals. The only 18 on the rack, and the only one
that fit me that wasn't damaged or stained, was that dress. I was asked to
dance 4 times that night, when one guy asked a second time I finally told him
"you know I am a guy, right?" he was pretty drunk, but a happy drunk,
he laughed. The first time he asked me, when I shook my head he asked my friend
next J. I also got a free drink for
dancing near the band, apparently the bar people wanted to be able to pick on
the singer about what girls were "after" him. I took it in fun.
The next night I was some 200 miles from there
visiting a new friend, with a guy I knew from college. I was supposed to go to
a murder mystery/dinner/costume contest. We ended up going bowling (I did NOT
bowl in that skirt!). I still had fun and although questioned by some guys, it
was not a problem. The girl we visited and the guy I went with kind of hooked
up; after bowling they had me buy beer so they could watch the clerk when I was
ID'ed. Even this was not a problem, granted it was Nov. 1st, but the clerk even
waited for me to go before really reacting. I think had I not needed the ID he
might have wondered, but not known... that was the last fun time, though, after
that the girl's room mates made it a nightmare and in the end it turned out the
one we visited wasn't much of a person either - she got me in some legal
trouble, nothing major and had the SUNY Public Safety done their job right, I
never would have known anything of it - but that's a story for another day.
Thats the last time I was out as of this writing, but
I have more to add as I edit this for 2001, so stay tuned.