Once it was said.. you will be happy.
Lightning strikes signaled the beginning of spring,
flashes of bright blue and white,
faint rumbling of clouds clashing.
Lonely recollections of love.. passion..
Beneath the summer skies, rain trickled down her shoulders,
Gods tears of the future reminding him...
04/16/98
He stood in the cool crisp air, alone again.
Staring at the full and cold moon shimmering overhead.
Wondering..... is she gazing on it too?
A salty tear rolled down his cheek.
The loneliness engulfed him once again.
Smothering his heart, his happiness.
04/08/98
How many loves had slipped his notice?
How many nights of wonder,
and days true contentment escaped him?
A fear so strong.. so overpowering.. keeping him inside.
This fear of rejection, that binds us so strongly.
03/22/98
Within the tiny confine of her world,
she struggled to understand.. to deal with,
her lonliness
her isolation
her fears of growing old alone
her feeling of abandonment
her shattered future that was so secure before
her life with out him.
My love, tomorrow there lies a dimming of that pain.
Giving her that reasurrance, day by day,
Watching her grow anew, and blossom more beautifully than ever,
He wept, he laughed, he loved.
Passing her to another, he lost her, but gained.
03/17/98
His hands played across the keys,
sending his heart over the line.
Scanning the screen his eyes searched,
for the genuine smile, the honest open acceptance,
for his soulmate to shine through.
Night after night and week after week,
his fingers play and heart wait.
02/28/98
A heart once wrapped by an eager and passionate love,
watches the couple, and remembers.
A sinking soul and searing pain now blind his eyes,
turn away,
for it will never be again.
Lost, part of him torn away and cannot be given back,
trust is no more.
Only a black malignant spot remains,
spreading,
to consume the rest.
02 23/98
And I asked her,
"Enter my world, to love many....don't hold back
and bring love, pure, and non-restrictive?"
She answered, "I can only love you!"
"Then part now, for I love many, their souls,
pain, and lives to share."
02 17/98
A lonely hurting voice called meekly to me.
Unrecognizable at first,
but clearly in pain now.
Offering my weak shoulder to cry on
I opened to her.
Let me take your pain,
offer you a new tomorrow,
of Love anew, and smiles.
02/01/98
Peering over the still waters..reddened by the setting sun,
her lonely heart sighed such that the heavens heard her plea.
The Blue Star twinkled in response
touching the silken surface of the lake.
A White Star joined the Blue,
and met in silent kiss together
dimpling the water's frozen pane.
The widening ripple caught her gaze,
now revealing his face and loving smile.
Her love to be, yet unmet, shown to her this eve.
Never to sigh again, she rose as his face burned into her memory.
Hope renewed and knowing love waited.
01/16/97
His open wounds lay before him,
gaping and crying for healing.
Her tender touches heal one, then another,
light kisses of reassurance and comfort.
Pain gives way to warmth and soothing bliss,
his heart gives way to her..pleading, waiting.
01/15/97
Drawn to his presence, early in the morning.
Sitting at the bedside, holding my Hero's hand.
A look of pain, and a glance in my direction.
His eyes closed, and breathing so shallow.
Fading, and no movement.
Loss, unbeliveable, my eyes turned upward,
to let him know I was there, I care!
To your hands I release him. Protect him!
Now I pray, let me join him, my hero, my Father.
01/06/98
Dark vapors enshroud him,
heart slipping, moaning at his loss.
Searching desperately for a light from her eyes.
Guide me my love,
from this separation.
12/30/97
Light misty drops of dew sparkle in sunlight,
smiles and gleaming eyes flash anticipation.
Aroused lips part and meet,
signaling a new beginning and awakened desires.
12/19/97
Unspoken dreams of love and desire,
passion unbridled,
sensations yet to discover.
A gentle caress signals an end to dreams,
now to be fulfilled.
12/11/97
Were I more than a mirror for her to look at,
to see an image of love she could not realize.
Broken and shattered, left to lie in pieces,
I wait to be swept away, beneath the oaken frame.
12/05/97
There lies within us two souls.
That which we were raised with,
by family, friends, clergy, lover.
Then there lies the true inner soul.
That which you know in your heart to be true,
right, loving, hateful, wrong, and tender.
Accept both and you compromise.
11/28/97
The beauty of a love so beaming,
striking every chord of your heart,
Bringing you to your knees in tears of joy.
Please share it with me, my dear God!
Share it, with a lonely soul,
my only prayer this day.
11/25/97
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