I just don't know anything,
nothing's clear,
everything's a blur.
I can't see the light,
which would enlighten me.
I don't see a solution,
which would help me.
The timing's always bad,
and I can't seem to find
the key to the safe,
and I just want to scream.
My heart just bleeds,
my mind's about to burst,
the throbbing in my chest
just won't go away.
The confusion is here to stay
no way out
no where to turn
just let it burn
maybe it'll burn itself out
or maybe the flame's eternal
and if it is
maybe the timing
won't always be bad.
Will we ever grow
apart or closer?
One of the two
has to occur
I fear one, but the other one's
just as scary
just in a different light
how I long to be close
how I hate the distance
and the blindness she has.
I have it too,
and I just don't know the cure.
Or if there even is one.
Just burn like a candle,
if the flame's eternal,
then I can wait.
Envy
envious are we who
sit on the sidelines
hoping to play
to live the life
jealous are we
when all we see
is the good of what
we can never have
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