While at Healdsburg I dreamed [of] seeing
several span of horses harnessed to machinery which they were
to draw. My husband stood looking on to see if the harness was
of sufficient strength to hold in making the required effort.
The horses started drawing the load.
Two horses from the number rushed out of
their places and began to tug at the load, but could not start
it one inch because they did not work in unison with the other
horses. These looked back and seemed to think that the moving
of the load depended upon them. They went first [to] one side
and then [to] another, and became nervous and broke loose from
the other horses and jumped in ahead of them all. In the act
they were, they thought, taking the load when they were not stirring
it. If these horses had kept their places they might have drawn
their part of the load and been of important service, but when
they rushed in ahead of the leading horses they were not drawing
the load and were in the way, hindering the other horses from
working.
I thought my husband struck these horses
sharply with the whip. One turned to him, and said, "Don't
strike so hard; you cut deep. We had zeal to start this load
and we thought no one could start it but us. We see we have not
moved it, but hindered its moving, but a check was all we needed,
not to be cut on like balky horses. We will fall back on our
traces and draw with the rest."
I awoke, and fell asleep the same night,
and dreamed that my husband was trying to right matters in the
church at Battle Creek. There was difficulty.
There were two or three that thought they had wisdom to bring
the church into good working order. They wished to rearrange
the church, and then they said it would be free. These men and
women had a machine of their own to work, but the machine of
each was united with a larger machine. Every one must keep his
or her hand employed on his or her own machine, and then the
larger machinery worked beautifully and every revolution of the
great wheel was exact and harmonious. If any neglected this machine
which was connected with the great machinery, every revolution
of the large wheel made a disagreeable noise which disturbed
not only the building it was in, but the building across the
road jarred and shook.
I saw two in particular leave their machines
and [they] were watching the large wheel in the great machinery
and were seeking to correct the great wheel, to have it more
harmoniously and regularly. Instead of helping the difficulty,
the machinery made a more disagreeable noise. I thought if all
would stand by their own machines and diligently and faithfully
do their own work correctly, there would be no trouble with the
large machinery. But the noise of the large machine called the
attention of several from their work. This difficulty was now
to be settled. All wanted to know why the large machine ran so
heavily, the wheel groaning at every revolution.
My husband spoke very decidedly and sharply.
Said he, "You who left your own machine to correct the large
wheel were out of your place. Had you kept by your own machines
and worked them correctly, the large machine would have been
all right." I thought my husband spoke very earnestly and
reproved those who left their own work to attend to that which
was not their work. Those that had been the most to blame said,
"Do not be so severe. We thought
we were carrying out your express directions in doing as we have
done. But all we needed was a word and we would see our error.
We thought everything was going to pieces, therefore left the
very work we should have done, to save such a calamity, and sought
to correct the large machinery, and so we made things very much
worse.--Ms. 1, 1873. (MR 900.14).