Anticipation
for C© August
1997 by Saffron
I take your hand and lead you to the bed. You sit. I pull
a handkerchief from my pocket and place it around your eyes. We are both still fully
dressed. I help you back onto the bed so you're lying on your back. You are not allowed to
touch me...yet. I lie beside you. I take your hand in mine and kiss it... the back, the
palm, each finger, each knuckle. I get to your thumb and suck it into my mouth...slowly.
You try to caress my cheek with your fingers. I drop your hand back on the bed. I pause so
you understand the rules: You try to touch me, I stop.
After a few moments, I go down to the foot of the bed and begin the remove your
shoes...then your socks. I massage your feet. I take my time. I want you to relax. I reach
my hand up you pant leg...one after the other and caress your calves. I hear you make
sounds... almost inaudible. I stop.
I move to your face and kiss you...full, on the mouth. You kiss me back. I know how much
you want to put your arms around me.
I move to kiss your neck. You move your head to accommodate me. I kiss down until I reach
your cleavage. It is so soft. I stop and lay my head there for a moment. I your heartbeat
quicken it's pace. Mine is beating fast as well. I see your nipples trying to push their
way through your shirt. I unbutton your shirt. I cover your breast with my hands, your
nipple pushing into my palms. I pause to look at them. They invite my mouth to take them
but I resist the temptation. I wet my index finger with my tongue and trace wetness on
your breast, but not the nipples. The sounds I hear you make urge me on.
I remove your shirt and finally, I attack your breast with my mouth with a hunger that was
stronger than I realized. I flicked the nipple with my tongue while still keeping your
other breast in my hand. I give them both the attention they deserve. I feel you arch your
back and I know it is time to move on.
I kiss down your stomach and rub my cheek on it softness. I kiss you in different places.
You don't know where the next kiss will come from. I rest my head on your stomach and run
my hands down your legs, caressing you through the denim. Occasionally, I brush my fingers
between your legs and each time you rise to meet me.
I position myself between your legs and slowly undo the buttons on your button-fly jeans.
After each button is undone, I kiss the newly exposed area. I pull your pants and
underwear off. You lift your body to assist me. I turn my attention to the wetness that is
the sign of your desire. I reach a finger out to touch you and feel your body jerk. I move
my finger as though I were memorizing each feeling...the softness. I looked at it and saw
it's beauty. I placed my finger on what I knew to be the center of your pleasure and kept
it there until I heard your moans of pleasure and felt your body stiffen within that
pleasure. I felt tears in my eyes and a lump in my throat.
I took only a moment to remove my clothing, only then am I aware of how excited I'd
become. Wearing only my underwear, I crawl back on the bed to snuggle close to your soft
body and hug you. I move your hands around me and you hold me tightly. As the tears fall,
I say softly, "Please don't let go," and I fall asleep in your arms.
Other Poems - *
The First Time | Exercise | No Question | Disbelief | Unrequited Love | I Wonder
| Longing Loving Wishing | so instant
Short Stories - *Anticipation | A Stolen Moment
Stories or poems with a red asterisk (*) contain sexual
implication or description. All contents are mine and are not to be reposted,
reproduced, misrepresented in anyway.
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