Diary(4th quarter of 1998)

千禧之冬
千禧之秋
千禧之夏
千禧之春
九九年冬
九九年秋
九九年夏
九九年春
九八年冬
九九年秋

19981231

I think this week is a happiest time in this year...although there are
some trouble at the beginning of the year...but the second half of
the year maybe the period affect me most for the life...learn
many about future...know more about myself and things around me...
and the most important maybe the the last week of the year...
thanx god...It's a good year for me...I won't forget it...thanx my
parent...thanx my friends...they support me a lot...

19981230

I can have my tour la...

19981228

Our tour will cancel...??...

19981226

I still can't believe it...

19981225

Is it a dream??...

19981224

I can't forget this christmas eve...

19981218

Last day for this semester...need to start my HARD revising la...

19981211

I receive my birthday present in advance...I think it is unforgetable
for my last few day...b4 23...4 exam in 4 days...last day is my...hoho...
I can't past all lu...

19981205

Cycling today...maybe i get older la...actually not so tired when i was
riding...but when I back to home...my leg feels very pain...Oooo...Old...

19981202

But luckily...every time when I was very sad...dunno why there is one
friend with me...(he/she dunno why i m sad!!)...really miracle...I haven't
told him/her...but he/she will try to talk with me and make me feels
little bit better...at least there are someone still care of me...

19981201

Although my interview is not too bad...but...I really hate myself now...
Also, apart from my matter, some of my friends also facing problems...
when i saw their sad face...it makes me more hate myself...no use...can't
help my friend...I really dunno what I can do for them and myself...

19981130

A month b4, I think that I can release my pressure and can have some
happy time after tomorrow's interview...but today, I receive something
that I don't want to have...I really very disappointed...but what can I
do?...All are no use now...Really can't accept this right now...

19981125

Really can't think anything to write in these days...only know to review
...do assignment...and then...nothing special to memorise...

19981113

Time is going...things is changing...world is moving...I m olding...work
load never lose...pressure is heavying...wallet is emptying...my eye is
smalling...my health is worsing...I m not kidding...(grammar in this
passage is absoutely kidding!!)

19981105

Many things to do...nothing special apart form this...

19981030

But actually if I m busier, seems no more down...hahaha

19981025

Busy.......busy......and busy..........

19981019

Very down in thie few weeks...sad w/o reason...upset w/o reason...bad
temper even i just meet small matter...no confident on any matter...no
mood on every matter...down...without reason...even i still want to know
what happen...but seems nothing special...have been down b4 but not so
serious as this.........................

19981014

Damx...my "old ill" seems reborn again...when i was young, i was always in
tension...i have successfully kill it b4 i go to university...but in recent
weeks, it appears again...and seems more serious than b4, also not in
control...help me...

19981006

In these few years, I meet many differnet kinds and levels of people...
sometimes these people like to told me what kind of people I am...but
MOST of them said that I m a good guy(don't laugh now...try to look
through this passge first!!)...I certainly know that who is telling truth...
but I think that I m not a good guy...bad temper, impulse, lazy, dunno
how concern others, selfish, slow decision, always said sth that will make
peoples angry.........manymany......although i still have some strength, but
...due from this...am i still a good guy??...hahahaha...

19981001

Tonight is my family night...I have dinner with my dad and mom...and then
went to New Conventional center to look at the fireworkssss...I m to long
for this family life...although sometimes they are annoying...hehehe

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