...reflections, churnings & insights

the new vistas...

In a way it is surprising - this urge in her, in spite of all her internal insecurities and dilemmas, to reach out, absorb and get absorbed in new ideas for living. Somehow it balanced out her critical focus on her internal life...

...or maybe, these searches outside and within, were both part of the larger quest to find her self...

This urged to try out new ranged from activities like knitting and baking to Reiki, naturopathy, meditation...




I have just returned from a day’s program with SC. Totally overwhelmed. He is the guru I have been looking for and waiting for till now. What he teaches and how he teaches it - the way he touches me, the way he gives me the few valued moments of intimacy away from everybody else - I’ll treasure... A new direction of thought was sown today with his lecture. He is intensely religious and very well conversant with scriptures. Well read and knowledgeable, and wise...

I was moved to tears in his session in the morning. Though he was talking about effectiveness in work-situations, he digressed into a lot of things which were not directly related, but meaningful. I suddenly started feeling my life has all gone berserk - I have been looking at the negative of a photograph - and I have missed out the higher and more genuine meaning of it all. I lack faith.

Oh, there is so much to learn. I am feeling quite infused with a craving to start searching today itself. Life in its totality!

{ plagued by self-doubts } { coming to terms with herself } { a release from the self-imposed shackles } { the meaning of being herself } { the need to leave footprints } { self in the face of death }

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