suspect package was taken in late december 1996, and was the end piece for my faltering expectations period.
this image captures the unknowable expectation and disappointment of the ritual giving and exchanging of gifts, creating a highly empathic image.
yet it also brings with it, a sense of disillusionment, motived by the urge to leave behind the dull feelings of non-existence.
and at the same time it brings forth a delicious anticipation of events that have yet to, and have occured.