How ya like the autumn colours, eh, eh? *cheesy*

I think I'm finaly coming out of whatever that mood was..yes..OH IT MUST be coz I'm older, uh huh ;) I was reading a list of 600 ways to tell if your obsessed with Tori Amos. I laughed when I read "you dye your hair red. You get tori connected tattoos." and thought "wow, that's obsessed" and then sort of remembered me..hehe..heh..I'm such a sad being ;) But a happy sad being...mm..did that make sense?

So I got up real early, right, at 9, to get ready for the pre-3 month thing meeting this morning, showered, tried to get my hair snazzy and spikey instead of soft and limp and wimpy..put on a little make up..tried to find an outdoors jacket...found my old screamy green one..realised it was raining outside...shrugged and took me bike to the place were the meeting were supposed to be..got there, looked like..er...someone who's just gone real fast by bike to a place through rain, only to DISCOVER that all we were to do was HAVE YOUR PICTURE TAKEN TO BE PLASTERED ON A WALL!!!!!!!!!.

Sorry, I just don't like having strangers look at me without my permission..I mean this page is different, the zillions of pictures of me up here are here coz..I dunno, I just figure there's always some lame brain that gets a kick out of it..;)

Anyways..so I start monday....8-4..of..nothing...argh....hate that thought...it's okay.,..it's only for a few months...I get paid..argh..I'll get to frustrated I'll wanna rip my hair out...with my teeth...but it's okay. Next week I'm gonna start the wheels to make sure I DO get to the US spring...hoping hoping argh...

All of a sudden I'm all giddy..I just heard of a girl called Chantal Kreviazuk ...new canadian artist..plays ze piano..talks a lot like Tori..although not In a ripoff kind of way..afaik at least....I need her cd. Not that I heard any of her yet, but I feel I want it. I am so rational.

I'm evil. I have no inspiration today....read Jessica's diary instead...she finaly getting her car back.. and I DON'T EVEN HAVE A LICENSE. I don't trust myself operating hevay machinery. Simple.

Aziza sent me a bday gift and I got it last niiiight..I LOOOove it..a tape where she talks and has lots of good music..I've almost forgiven her for putting Genesis 'I can't dance' on it...also, I have this fascination for belly dancing, so she sent me this beauuutiful scarve with seguin attached along it that's all purple and glittery, and two..er...you know, like tiny cymbals u attach one to the thumb and hte other to the middle finger and sort of bang them together...I'm going MAD with them..there's also arabic music on it, so just imagine me, drugged on a box an a half with chocolate coffee beans that she sent me, with the glittery scarve wrapped around me artisticaly while banging two cymbals together on one hand.....hehe..actualy, come to think of it, try NOT to imagine it ;)

I feel so good though....maybe that's coz I slept till 1 in the afternoon today..hehe..I suck....then I'm gonna do as before..go home, and stay up till 3-4 reading 'Insomnia' by Stephen King, a book that has me shaking of paranoia fright after three pages..hehe, I love reading scary stuff that makes my tummy toss and turn, and who makes me so paranoid I have to sleep with my back to the wall so I can see if something disgusting is approaching me fromwithin the room.

Pathetic entry....I go home now and try to stop this new found Tori obsessivness..it's even boring ME!!!.

It's really funny, coz whereas I have no plans at the moment to have any kids for many years to come yet, I still have all these plans on what I want to do with my kids.. For instance, I'm a story teller. I was brought up with fairy tales through my grandmother, and I still love telling people my own made up fairytales..so I know I will be doing that. I used to pester my friends (the few I've had through the years) to listen, while I spun up a magical story to tell for 2-3 hours. Don't let me fool you, I'm not *THAT* good, they'd usualy just be a mish mash of 3-4 already existing fairy tales, but it was still a lot of fun to speak about Cire, who always had to play the evil part in my stories...he was an evil magician, in possession of the Lost Souls cape...consisting of..you got it..the souls of his victims...oooh he was sooo evillll...and he had an ivory cane that worked as a wand...*smile* I wish I could show you an image of him, but he wouldn't like that so..:)

On a really sad note...I think I'm allergic to cats =( For the past year or so, every time I snuggle with my cats my nose cloggs up and gets runny and I sneeze for hours afterwards..I'm actualy ignoring it, but I'm not doing very well at it, my nose's ittttcchiiiiiiing.....and I keep rubbing it so much it's flashy red...I'm Jennie the RedNosed Goth-In-Denial.

AND!! I was looking around Tori pages for more quotes, and I found that SOMEONE PUT UP A LINK TO MY TORI GALLERY!!! I'm so proud...someone saw it and cared..aaaw....=)))

SixArmedAlien asks 'aLanis, will you marry me?'
You say 'I will =)'
SixArmedAlien smiles
SixArmedAlien exclaims 'hooray!' SixArmedAlien exclaims 'I'll be the happiest alien alive!'

Kafka yells 'Everyone! aLanis is net-marrying the six armed alien!'

You snog SixArmedAlien
aLanis snuggles up to her fiancee

-=} StrikeR warns SixArmedAlien: Don't do it! Your're too young to get net.married
You hug SixArmedAlien like SixArmedAlien is your hugging post
aLanis screams -=} don't listen to him m'love! yer old enough.. {=-
SixArmedAlien exclaims to everyone 'I'm going to do it - you can't stop us!'
Kafka say 'Dearly beloved...'
Kafka say 'We are gathered here today to join these two in holy matrimony'

StrikeR screams -=} She's only doing it because she wants the wedding gifts {=-
aLanis screams -=} he has 6 arms..think again :} {=-
Kafka ask 'do you, alanis, take the Six Armed Alien as your lawfully wedded nethusband?'
StrikeR screams -=} It's only a physical attraction {=-

Kafka ask 'lanis?'
SixArmedAlien asks 'aLanis, do you ?'
You emote : aLanis nods
You say 'I do =)'
Kafka ask 'And do you, Six Armed Alien, take aLanis to be your lawfully wedded net wife?'
SixArmedAlien says 'I do'
Kafka shouts 'If any of you have any reason why these two should not be married, keep it to yourself.'
Kafka say 'I now pronounce you alien and wife.'
Kafka say 'You may kiss the bride'
SixArmedAlien kisses
You emote : aLanis kisses

Kafka yells 'everyone say hello to Mrs. Six Armed Alien!'

} SixArmedAlien smiles at you, my darling wife

Okay..hehe..so..uh..wish em happiness..and stuff..while I go watch The Lost World on our honeymoon..nothing like vicious dino's to get that *mood*

I have this WEIRD CRUSH type of thing on this weirdo on swedish tv. It's VERY VERY strange coz he's old, he's weird and very dorky. HEHEH.

See? That's him. Hehe, he's been a body guard for lots'a years and, uh, trained secret service type o' people and..uh..it's so irrational, but I dunno, he's so dorky it gets cute or something.*grin* I really can't explain it.

Some year..no..two years ago I scanned and put up a Johnny Depp picture for my first homepage with the original hunk list. Then one day I get this e-mail from some Danny saying I had a cool page (trust me, my first page was anything BUT cool...blue background...consisting of two pages, one long index page, and a HUGE list of actors and movies etc I love..but hey, it was my first, and ooh how I loved it..I wish I still had it around to show, but the guy that kept it up took it down a year ago WITHOUT warning me...although by then I'd already started the baby to this page ;)

Anyways. So this Danny had been searching online for stuff about Johnny Depp, and found my page..and then he casualy mentioned he just finished doing a movie with Johnny. Haha. Well, we kept mailing, and it turned out he really HAD just finished a movie with Johnny Depp. See Danny was Danny Hobart, some spankly artist, and he'd made an arty sub movie called Super. Danny and me had a lot of fun for some months, and he told me all sorts of crazy things about going to movie premiers and his weird friends and all. Eventualy he asked me if I wanted to translate some sentenses into german and french for Super's european movie posters...so..uh..I did. And I got a thank you note, some paraphenalia things (obscure movie trading cards) and a pamphlet for Danny's very own Fan Club. *laugh* HE HAS A FAN CLUB..and in the fan club news letterwas gossip about Danny..and stars...saying things like "Danny and Brad Pitt and Brad's girlfriend went to a restaurant, and that girl was such a media hog with the paparazzi!" And it had the most hilarious story where Danny and leonardo DiCaprio was at some..Armani or something store trying out clothes to attend the Grammy awards or some other award show..and Leonardo was such a pain in the butt, that eventualy Danny grew tired with him and told him to go play with a sega...Insane, eh?=)

Anyways. Danny and me lost touch when his net access got wacky..I just found his old snazzy page..Here's images from the european posters...now remember.._I_ translated those words. *grin* Okay, so I wasn't good enough to do it by myself, so I got my french and german teachers to help me but hey...hehe...I did do most of it =)

Yesterday I celebrated my birthday from last week..it just...happened. I was chirpety chirpee all day..I went and bought Rocky Road ice cream, chocolate covered peanut flavoured wheat puffs and a paper, and I got home and just ate and grinned and read and ate and felt sick but ate and grinned and listened through old cd's and just..felt good in general. I dunno. Pigging out feels gooooood. I would like to publicaly announce that I LIKE ME and I might not lose any weight and I might gain more weight but POO ON THAT coz I LIKE me!:P~

So how was today? I tried to go to bed early last night, I really did, but I couldn't go to sleep..so I stayed up till half past 2 writing silly stuff...you'll see a 'poem' story tomorrow...and then when i woke up at 9 I was SO DEAD..my grandma was waking me up and I went WILD and was screaming and being mean and stuff. It's silly, coz usualy I don't have THAT bad of a morning temper, but when I get way too little sleep and HAVE to get up I'm just not functioning the first 20 mins, and therefore anyone in my path will get REALLY mean snarly bitchy replies to anything they say..I need to put some music on and pee before I can function.

Sooo...when I got to that project place I was a bit late..and when I walked in..the COOL social rejects asked ME to sit by THEIR table! When did _I_ qualify in that category? I mean I knew one of the girls before, she's really cool and all that...and then there was a girl with black dyed hair and three or more piercings in her nose and one in her lower lip and she had a tattoo (we compared tattoos later;) and..I dunno...people looked a lot at us..I wasn't very odd today..no...I mean, yes, my hair is sort of three coloured coz it dyes unevenly (black, brownish and red..with blonde hairs at the sides of my forehead :)..and I did go for blood red lipstick and pink eye shadow sort of like Bjork but other than that..NOOOOO..

Anyways...we got to do this miniature project..we were to say 4 things we were good at, divide ourselves into groups of 4-5 ppl, and then imagine a project where we all got use for our different talents. I said my talents were english, working around the Internet(oh shuddup:P)...ummm...writing and handle animals. I got put into a group consisting of me, a girl that said she was good at cooking, a guy that said he could make furniture and play golf and a guy that's worked as a truck driver till he lost his license (I didn't dare ask how, he looked kind'a scary) and said he was good at fishing and working in the woods and such. SO...we had an hour and 15 mins to figure out something where we'd all be put to use, and brilliant me (I swear, this was the only time in my life I showed initiative to anything) whipped up the idea that we'd have a hotel for international business people with a golf course and our own restaurant and garden and fishing etc etc etc....I came up with that idea within the first 30 seconds, and after the others liked it, we had 1 hour and 14,5 minutes to kill. THEN we were supposed to present the ideas to the other 55 people...and they wanted ME to do it. They're damn lucky I'm such a good bullshitter =) I was lucky too coz 3-4 other groups had thought of a hotel too, but I got there first so they all were like...stealers of our idea ;)

I would like to mention that there is a guy and he looks like a brown haired young Jonny Rotten of the Sex Pistols. Sex Pistols is another one of those band names I got wrong (the other was Kiss) You see in swedish, sex means sex, of course, but it's also the spelling for six...so I just thought they were called Six Pistols, and I thought that was some wimpy name for a punk band.....or..I dunno..."Six Pistols? Gee I'm so appalled.."

ENOUGH for today! If you read through all of this..wow. =) Uuuh...now I'll be a good girl and send out the news letter about this entry too ;)

Bleh. I have quite a bit to talk about, but I don't want to so NER NER. hehe..no but seriously. I feel like writing more obscure bits at home so. I will do that now. =)

Thanks for sticking around ...*smooch*