| Journal: 6/23--7/14 |
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| Saturday, June 23, 2001 |
| Hey what's going on? I just got back from clemson today...actually Greenville. Well I crashed in G'ville last night with my friend Anna. Okay, well anyway, Yeah, i had orientation which pretty much sucked ass on Thursday, because it was hot as sin. They kept on walking us BACK AND FORTH, BACK AND FORTH from Hendrix and Brooks. Which SUX. But after the first day, I went over to my friend Brad's and we drank a good bit within a short amount of time, and then I drove to Rockhoppers and started drinking more. I got sooo sick that night and continued drinking...lol then I decided to show up at the social all fucked up and shit, that was pretty fun though. But after we got back from the social I just totally crashed.. like, I thought I was dying or something. I got sorta drunk last night too with Anna, which was very fun also. I had to take my belly ring out today. :( Well like.. ever since i got it done, it was slightly higher than normal. But after I put the bar in it.. it got a lot worse.. and now it's looking kinda sketchy, so I decided to take it out and let it grow back up and heal.. and then repierce it after a while... like, sometime in the fall semester. I'm sad. :( Okay, well time for me to end this one. Bye! |
| Tuesday, June 26, 2001 |
| Hey what's going on? i just got in yet another fight with my mother, GOD DAMMIT, she's such a BITCH sometimes. well... most of the time. I'm such a daddy's girl.. I wish he ran the family. Which he kinda does.. financially, but my mom definately wears the pants in the family. UGHHHHH God, I cannot wait to go to school already. I can't take much more of this bullshit from her. She expects me to be like her in every way possible, and I'm just like.. ummm hello?? I'm not you! And then she says all this unreasonable bullshit, and I'm just like whatever you stupid bitch... well, minus the stupid bithc. :) Godddddd. OK... lin, pull it together. Oh yeah.. I went out on a date last night, had dinner, went to play pool, drank, and came back, and hooked up. Wow, i haven't had sex like that in a while! hehe. Yeah, it was pretty good... *nods* Hmmm will Linda see this guy again? Probably so. haha.. Actually I don't know. I think so because he's a really cool guy too. Anyway, enough about that. AHHHHH I NEED TO START SCHOOLLL..... I can't take this anymore. :( :( :( I hate being couped up like this. I'm just not the type of person. Like, if i was a normal 17 y/o then it wouldn't be a problem, BUT I'M NOT. *sigh* ok ok... I'll stop bitching now. This is enough for now. bye!! |
| Saturday, June 30, 2001 |
| Hey there, what's going on? I'm doing very well, thanx. for once. :) I think this is the first time that I'm not venting or bitching on this thing. :) Last night me and a friend went downtown, and at first we were looking for some place where he knows of a band playing but we couldn't find it, which was fine. So then we went to this place in 5 points called the Village Idiot and we started drinking, it was great, we got back to Jillian's where my car was parked, I dont' know about him but I was quite buzzing. Yeah, all in and all, it was a good night. Thursday was the only night of this week that I haven't gone out and got at least a little buzz going, which is definately a good thing. And I dont' know if I'm going out tonight though... I think I just may stay in, i'm kinda tired. Plus, a couple friends are leaving tonight to go to a couple places. I can hardly wait til Jon and I leave for Clemson, that'll be fun. I guess I'm also just looking forward to leaving the house and columbia too. ok, I'm sleepy. nap time. bye! |
| Monday, July 2, 2001 |
| Hey waht's going on? Not much here, just chillin. Yesterday absolutely sucked, cause I got a fucking ticket for a right turn on red. How fucked up is that... Anyway, I've been bitching about it al ot the past day so I'm just gonna stop here. :) And today i went looking for jobs.. of course, not much luck. But oh well. I'ma bout to start reading my books again. For some reason I have been wanting to again, WEIRD. It's like.. whenever i dont' have to read for school or wahtever, I want to.. and when I do.. then I won't do it. Call me a glutton for punishment.. Oh well, I should've already known that though. :) Ok, book time! ehhe.. Bye ya'll |
| Hey what's going on? Just chillin... getting ready to go out on the lake. Dammit, I'm kinda irked at the moment. I'm supposed to be going back to clemson with a friend this weekend, and I don't know shit about what we're doing where i'm staying, what i'm going to be doing. grrrr DAMMIT it's so annoying, the fact that I don't know shit that's going on, and everything i do this next week depends on them because I don't have a fucking car. If we had orientation together, that'd be different but while he's in orientation, I dont' know what the hell I'm going to be doing because I'll just be sitting on my ass doing nothing with people I probably don't know. Just a lot of this whole trip is seriously pissing me off. I'm even considering not going at all, which is CRAZY cause i LOVE going back to clemson, and I love getting otu of this town away from my parents.. and considering it's with a friend this time, i shoudl be fucking happy as hell. ughh. yeah, I need to be getting ready but I haven't odne that yet.. i haven't gotten dressed or put on any make up. I'm just seriously bumming at the moment. Cause I'm too busy being pissed. lol well I'm going to end this one here. talk toyou later! bye |
| Wednesday, July 4, 2001 |
| Thursday, July 12, 2001 |
| What's going on? Oh my god, my ears are ringing so badly. I went to a buckcherry concert last night, and so now my eyes are completely ringing cause we were so fucking close to the stage. But it was all in good fun though. After the concert, I went over to this guy that I used to date's house and crashed with him. *grin* and this morning I had to wake up ass early cause he had to go to class and I came back to columbia. Let's see... if I can quickly recap my week for ya... Saturday got to clemson, went over to randy's... then picked up Josh....got some food... then Brett and Ryan came over to chill at Kev's apartment (kev's gone for the week so I'm basically taking over his apartment) and then I took Josh home, and me, Brett, and Ryan went back over to Randy's and Richie's.. and then we left at like 5:30 in the morning, and well... I did some hooking up.. then off to bed I go around 6:30 or so. :) Sunday was pretty uneventful, got pretty drunk that night over at Jeremy's and with his buddies. Monday , I chilled with Jonathan a litle bit, and then haha, i went to the damn social with E, and then I went over to Clemson Place over at Nick's and kinda hooked up there too, and then I came back to my place and passed out. Tuesday... Jonathan and I hung out a good bit, then Sean came over for a while... drank a little bit.. went to Waffle House... and passed the fuck out. And well I already explained last night. So all in all, a good week.. but very tiring.. well I'm out. Peace |
| Friday, July 13, 2001 |
| Hey what's going on? just killing some time here before going downtown tonight. I'm going to ride a motorcycle tonight, isn't that fun, I hope that I don't die or get hurt anything.... lol.... I dont' know... that kinda makes me nervous. Oh well, I'm sure I'll be ok. Today was pretty uneventful, my ass woke up at 2 today cause I finally got to bed at 5 last night. And after that I just shot the shit around here for a while, and then I got in the shower and then my friend called and I talked to him for a little while.... so yeah, nothing really exciting happening. I hope tonight will be fun, but I'm sure it will be since I've never really ridden a motorcycle before. I'm nervous!! lol... Okay, it'll be alright. Ok, I'm going to end this one, I don't really knwo what to say anymore. :) Wish me luck, bye!! |
| Saturday, July 14, 2001 |
| Hey what's going on? i got my housing assignment last night online, I'm kinda disappointed because I'm stuck in Young.. which is one of the shoeboxes... errr. well anyway, that's alright. It won't be too bad. I tried calling my roommate today, but she's not home or something, she's from Maryland. I'm praying to the Lord that she's cool. Okay, I'm going to stop thinking about that right now cause I can't even reach her. I'm abou tto go to Bed, Bath, and Beyond, and the sad thing is that I'm pretty excited because we're going shopping for my dorm room. woo hoo. Gosh, I can't believe that we're finally starting college soon, it seems so surreal. I guess it still hasn't completely hit me that I'm not going back to highschool yet. And that fact is fucking awesome! lol. ahhh I'm in such a good mood today.. hehehe Oh yeah, my motorcycle ride last night. After first, i thought that I was going to fall off because it was sa crotchrocket, and I thought I was going to fall backwards since I was sitting so high up, but then I got the hang of it. It was fun, but it did a number on my hair... lol The guy was pretty cool though. He sure knew a lot of ppl wherever we went. lol That was kinda interesting. i kinda wanna go swimming today... we'll see what happens. :) Okay, well this is going to be it for now. I'll be sure update on the whole roommate dillema. Later! :) |