Counting the Stars
The autumn fills the sky
where seasons flow.
Carefree, I think I can count
all the stars in the autumn sky.
But I cannot count all the stars
that come to mind one after another
because the morning will soon come,
because I still have tomorrow night,
because my youth is not yet done.
one star and memory
one star and love
one star and solitude
one star and longing
one star and poetry
one star and Mother, Mother
Mother, I say one beautiful word for each star.
The names of childhood classmates; names of
foreign girls like Ling, Peng; names of
girls who are mothers now; names of my poor
neighbours; dove, puppy, rabbit, mule, deer;
names of poets like Francis Jammes and Rainer
Maria Rilke.
But there are too far away like the distant stars.
And, Mother, you are in distant Manchuria.
Longing for something, I write my name
on this star-lit hill, and then cover it with earth.
The insects chirping all night through
bemoan their shameful names.
When the winter passes and the spring comes to my star,
the grass will proudly cover
the hill where my name is buried,
as green turf grows on the tombs.
Dong-Ju Yun