Would you blame me if I turned out to be a person you despise? Someone ignorant and selfish who thinks a tat too big of herself. Pardon me, my lord but who I am now and who I once was obviously changes over time. You fail to see the person I truely am. It was years since you seriously take a good look at me and notice the woman I am changing to be. I tried, mind you I tried hard to accommodate to your desires. Yet, I have always been label a person I believe I am not. These words are left unheard of but at least it gives me a peace of mind. I can't bear to see you hurt or upset but how am I suppose to get my thoughts across to you when you are always defensive. Leave those anger and hatred behind and see me for the person I am. Open your mind and your heart. Accept me for Me.(25th June 2002)
Poems offered on this page are those of my previous works. Like I have said earlier, I havent been writing. I can't explain why I took a break. Would you believe me if I said it was your fault that I did?
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Reminiscing days gone by
A presence felt
An understanding created
Thankful to kind spirits
For a person given to self
Delighted: Grateful
Of days to come
Yet time passes
And lights grow dimmer
With every passing day
Promises broken
Another crack; adding
No substraction to a hand reaching
Calling yet unheard; ignored
A presence felt; every passing day
An empty shell; anticipating finality
A change yet time passes unnoticed
An empty presence on any days
An understanding lost
Reminiscing promises given
Cheated by spirits believed kind
Days passing; anticipating finality
18th July 2001'
Wednesday
I hope you are aware that I am still around, pal.
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Like a winter night,
A soft touch
A golden fire burning bright,
Sweetness suffocate me
Clinging to a fantasy
A taste of velvetness
Your voice brought me
To a world beyond words
A cosmic collision between lives
Surrendering to your sweetness,
A taste of wine,
A touch finer than silk
A delicate caress,
Bittersweet memories flooded my senses,
Holding on to what was promised,
To what was said and told
Closing my eyes, a deep sigh
Back to reality
20th Feb 1999
And now i regret giving you as much as i did. i wish i could take it all back, just look at us now. Don't you even realise i am still alive.