Well, we got things straightened out last night... admittedly, I probably didn't go about it in the best way possible, but we did get everything worked out. And Jevim proved a point about the computer making you lose track of your surroundings, since he was sitting in the chair where I usually sit, and I was at the computer, and I never noticed he was sans clothes until I quit playing Creatures (which he had me sit down and play, since I got an add-on for them earlier that evening). Score one for him. *chuckle* Needless to say, we got to bed rather late last night, and overslept this morning.

My mom called last night in the middle of our talk, and so I talked to her for a little; seems her boyfriend gave her a gold bracelet for her birthday (which is today)! She's also decided not to go out to visit him until February, which might be just a tad better for me. I still don't know what I'll do, stuck at home for three weeks with no one to do anything with. Mom also told me that my cat has been getting up in her lap -- without coaxing -- to be petted. Guess I have some major kissing-up to do when I get back, if I want my kitty back. ;)

After the interruption -- Jevim and I were kind of stuck as for what to do at that point anyway, so it wasn't really a bad thing -- I went in the bedroom where Jevim was lying down, and sat down beside him and proceeded to break down. I seem to be good at that lately. : Anyway, I told him that I was sorry for the way I'd been acting, and that I was afraid that maybe I'd ruined everything. He took my face in his hands and brought me down nose-to-nose with him and said that the thought of leaving had never crossed his mind, that he'd been afraid that maybe I was drifting away, but he knew that I was the only one for him. That didn't stop the tears, but after that they were happy ones instead.

We curled up together for a while, and then I asked if he felt like going out to get Christmas cards, and so we did. He also took me out to the used book store I'd wanted to go to Saturday, and then another one we found out about there (same owners, different location), and he ended up buying 4 hardback Mercedes Lackey books (can't beat $5.50 for a hardback, which is what he paid for 2 of them) and I bought some paperbacks and sheet music. Then we went to the mall and went to the Electronics Boutique/ EBX and Hallmark, and Cinnabon's as well. I'd forgotten we had Cinnabons, or I probably wouldn't have had leftover pizza for brunch!

That's about it for now; I need to find my last entry before yesterday's and update it and get these all posted, and then see how much of the afghan I can get done; I think it's past hope, but I can try. TTYL...