Early Morning Ramblings

February 12, 1998 -- half past midnight

Jevim and I talked on the phone for a bit tonight, after he had read my last couple entries. He asked me why I had decided that I wanted to put our IRC conversation. I told him that I wanted you readers to know that we had worked everything out now. I think the real reason I wanted to post it (yes, I made sure it was all right with him first) is because it was very important to me, to know that he was no longer scared, or worried, that I was someone other than the person he had come to love.

After I told him, though, is when he said that it felt like a great weight had slid off his shoulders. I think that deep inside, I knew something wasn't entirely fixed yet, up until tonight. I'm glad that it is fixed now, though. It's hard enough just being apart. Being apart and knowing something is wrong is worse.

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