My ciggarette's burning 
My heart is turning 
Because you're standing there 
Your bleach stained clothes 
Your uncombed hair 
Everything about you is perfect 
The way it should be 
The only thing that's wrong 
Is that you are not with me 
Instead you ran off with that slut 
Leaving me alone, my heart in a rut 
But now you're back and i don't know why 
Is it cause you need a shoulder while you cry 
Or is it cause your ready 
To give our love a second try

As a child he lived in fear 
Hoping the end of his life was near 
Every night he would scream and fight 
And his father would beat him 'till his skin was tight 

He cursed his father and his name 
And promised when he waas dead 
He would never be the same 
And that's the last he said 

His father said he beat him 
Becasue of the pain he caused 
And when the doctor told him the news 
The fathers words didn't pause 

For many years the boy lived in Hell 
Hoping to bring truth to his spell 
After awhile, the Devil came to him 
And told him he was to be his angel, and the keeper of all sin 

This pleased the boy 
As if he had gotten a new toy 
And then he felt a couple wings 
And from his back came angel's wings 

They were dark as night 
And a beautiful sight 
As he flapped them in the air 
Ready to bring his father death and dispair 

For many days he watched his dad 
And it often made him sad 
'Cause his father hated him 
And his death had made him glad 

And then upon that faithful night 
With his wings shinning in the moonlight 
He cast his father straight to Hell 
Now he would bring truth to his spell 

For years his father burned in Hell 
And the dark angel watched him well 
And every day of every year 
From the angel came not one tear 

He was happy to see his father burn 
And hoped there was a lesson he'd learn 
Never mess with an evil heart 
For the wings they barre will tear you apart 

With in me was a planted seed 
Filled with hate, lust and greed 
It grew inside me every day 
I could only hope it would go away 

Then it grew to big for me 
And unleashed a storm of insanity 
I slit my wrists, the blood did flow 
And to the hospital, I did go 

There I spent many days 
Without a friend to soothe my haze 
Alone in a place so very small 
From one corner i could see it all 

I saw my life, the pain i caused 
And for many days, my thoughts did not pause 
I thought of family, I thought of friends 
I thought of the day my life would end 

I thought like that 'till they let me go 
And the pain I hope, I will never again know 
All because of a little seed 
Filled with hate lust and greed