I lie here trying to sleep
I fail at this becasue I weep
I do this cause I miss you so
Oh why the Hell did you have to go
Then in sleep, this thing I dreamed
You wouldn't believe how real it seamed
In this dream your plane went down
And in the see, you did drowned
In the water, you met your death
As you tried to tae one last breath
I awoke in a heap of sweat and tears
I had witnessed my worst fears
Now I lie wide awake
Wondering how long it will take
For you to return to me
Instead of dieing alone in the see
06/09/99 Throne
I sit on this couch all alone
Wishing he was here, to share my throne
Walls so white and lights so dim
Wishing only to be with him
Fearing that I will never see
His handsome face infront of me
Hoping soon, I'll feel his touch
The touch I miss so very much
I can see him lieing next to me
Undressing me for him to see
The beauty that he calls his own
The beauty that I call his throne