Sorrow fills my heart 
Sorrow fills my brain 
I sit upon my bed 
Fearing I'll go insaine 

I've lost so many loves 
I've lost so many friends 
All have gone to soon 
All have found their end 

Fear has filled my heart 
Fear has filled my brain 
I know I've lost it now 
I know I've gone insaine 

I slit my wrists 
My blood will flow 
And with my friends 
Is where I'll go

So now you're gone 
What will I do? 
So now you're gone 
I really miss you 

You left me alone 
I'll lose my way 
You left me alone 
Why couldn't you stay? 

So now you're dead 
Are you living in Hell? 
So now you're dead 
On Demon's you'll cast your spell 

So why am I here? 
While you're down there 
So why an i here? 
Why is life so unfair?
(For Kim) 

Tied to a bed 
Is where I was found 
Tied to a bed 
Crying without a sound 

Because of the ropes 
My wrists had bled 
Because of the ropes 
I wished I was dead 

He had betrayed me 
And all my hopes and dreams 
He had betrayed me 
As crazy as it seems 

They took off the tape 
That held back my screams 
They took off the tape 
That awoke me from my dreams

A broken heart 
A missing part 
A healing touch 
I love so much 

With love he sends 
Away to mend 
A challenge it will be 
To fix this broken me 

He'll never give in 
He wants to win 
And while he tries 
I hide my cries 

And now my fears 
Bring salty tears 
Is he giving in? 
Will he ever win? 

He tries his best 
He's put to the test 
I need him love more 
'Cause I'm weaker then before 

Finally he's done 
The battle he's won 
My heart will mend 
And our love won't end