I've put these poems on a seperate page because they're the only poems that I've written, that I actually like. I'm not saying that you'll like them, but they mean something to me so that's why they're here. Let me know what ya think either in my guestbook or in an e-mail. Thanks for stopping by.
Raven's Heart
Wounded Love
Sinful tears sing her fears
to the dark night sky
She spreads her wings as she sings
wishing just to fly
Waning moon, it goes so soon
and leaves the world so bright
A lover's hate changed her fate
to battles none could fight
The pain it brings destroys her wings
so quickly, she does fall
From skies of blue, from love not true
to dirt on which she crawls
Alone in pain, her heart is slain
because of words he cried
Goodbye he gives and though she lives
all she was has died
Healing Wings
A tear-stained face shows no trace
of that happy child
Who used to hide deep inside
herself and always smiled
But words were spoken and wings were broken
and the raven, she did fall
From thoughtful dreams to silent screams
yet someone heard her call
That quiet man lent his hand
to the wounded beast
He mended wings with love he brings
and became her God at least
She'd give her soul to fill the hole
she feels within her life
And though he cares, she's still scared
she'll never be his wife
She longs to fly, yet only cries
but broken wings may heal
Her fearful heart which fell apart
at the love she feels
She feels so wrong for he is strong
and she, so weak inside
She'll take his pain, if it will gain
His love until she died
For the love he gives, helps her live
and through the sky she soars
You helped me fly and forever my
Raven's Heart is yours
Awakening
Her mind aches and heart breaks
as his words are spoken
Farewell he cries, she longs to die
a raven's heart is broken
Through pain she falls, he hears her calls
yet he turns away
Once her God, but now he trod
onto darker days
Betrayed by him, her eyes grow dim
and only slows her breath
She no longer pleads, just lays and bleeds
she merely longs for death
Streams of blood begin to flood
every thought and dream
Her silver eyes long to cry
yet they only scream
She yearns to fly, to rule the sky
as she had before
She fights to live and tonight she gives
her soul for ever more
Through starless skies, she learns to fly
and finally she does live
Forgotten is he, she only sees
the love that others give
09/12/98 Angel Feathers
floating into nothing
lonely as i feel
the wound it makes within me
cannot ever heal
gone away for hours
gone away for years
loneliness inside me
floating with these tears
along this quiet sea
endlessly i weep
crying for companions
emptiness grows deep
every moment treasured
your voice revives my soul
but in the midst of absence
i feel that i'm not whole
a crowd so full in vastness
cov'ring all this land
every where there's people
yet alone, i stand
standing in this bleakness
only he remains
giving me his hope
and numbing all my pains
dreaming of tomorrow
and all that it could hold
sleeping with my angel
such stories could be told
to tell him of this aching
or hide beneath his wing
just lying in his comfort
and the hope he brings
but here, i sit alone
no angel, now, in sight
i'm sitting here in darkness
forbidden of his light
gone away to others
loneliness now reigns
the angel used to love me
but now there's only pain
so here i stand, in sorrow
the feathers blow away
this wind so full of mourning
it weeps throughout the day
emptiness and sorrow
fill that silver sky
my angel's gone forever
so here i sit and cry
12/14/98 Broken
sitting in this silence
noise surrounding me
praying for the answers
but only hurt i see
thinking of our past times
although they're very few
so lost within their passing
while searching just for you
so why do i keep running
away from open arms
screaming for a kinship
yet shying from its charms
your curve upon the silver
as if our end of time
knotted in misfortune
our life of hurt entwined
my flower of the darkness
the savior of my sins
with blood upon our fingers
this love again begins
bound within our struggle
just to set us free
two demons of the nighttime
a broken you and me