I am the one who kisses your tears
I am the one who feeds your fears
I am the one who will take all your pain
I am the one who will give it back again
I am the one who visits you at night
I am the one who feeds on your fright
I am the one who will take all your sorrow
I am the one who will return it tomorrow
I am the one who will crush all your dreams
I am the one who feeds on your screams
I am the one who will take you down
I am the one who will break your crown
I AM THE ONE
6/10/99 12:35AM HERE ALONE
Here, alone I sit
Taking the last drag
of my cigarette
Here, alone I dream
Of the one I love so much
Her charms
I cannot touch
Here, alone I stare
Into the blinding light
Waiting
To fade into the night
Here, alone I wait
To hear her gentle words
That carry me away
Beneath the wings of birds
Here, alone I am
Passing through the day
She is part of me
A part now gone away
Here, alone I wish
To be beside her charms
To hold her close to me
To be within her arms
Here, alone I watch
Across the oceans reach
Waiting
For time to close the breach
Here, alone I stand
Alone across the sea
So far
From where I want to be
Here, alone I walk
This path I have forgot
For I am here
And she is not
6/10/99 8:15PM GOD OF SORROW
I sit at the top of my lonely stair
Looking out upon this land so bare
I alone rule this land of waste
With hands of sorrow and a Jester’s face
I control the masses with a simple thought
And every time my words are bought
I grin with amusement as I see them sway
My mindless flock, I watch them obey
This land of fool without a will
I choose which ones my hate shall kill
Death to those who deny my power
Poison to rebellion’s budding flower
I reign with strength for all to see
I rule a land where none are free
I am a god with a mortal face
And I alone rule this place