Get the knife
kick my head
end this life
i have lead
kill the pain
you gave to me
slit the vein
so all can see
the blood so red
the hate so true
that love i bled
belongs to you
my heart you break
to end your guilt
a vow you make
on lies you built
your heartless eyes
will never see
or hear the cries
that come from me
for now I lie
in pain i bled
and soon i'll fly
through skies of red
to fateful hell
where you will wait
with blinding spells
that fill with hate
so i give to thee
this empty soul
and now for me
the bell does toll

Leave my world, take your name
Destroy your voice, devour my mind
take your heart from my chest
and feed this pain you planted
within my mind, within my soul
Leave my being, take your lies
Clean me of your useless words
Find my mind and give it back
despise my views, desire my death
get out of my head...and just let me go
just let me go

inside my head i wander
I question and i ponder
mindless words i mumble
and through my soul i stumble

broken tears flood my dream
and my thoughts paint the scream
demons feast upon my soul
and the voices, fill the hole

and so i quest on each night
i search for pain to win the fight
i look for truth behind the wall
i listen gently for that call

the quiet ring in that voice
the silent fear that leaves no choice
i long to kill, I long to die
yet i listen and i cry

for i will stay in this hole
where i lay, alone and cold
and you will laugh as i moan
and you will kill all i've known

my tears will fall onto my skin
yet i know deep within
a time will come when you will see
the wretched thing, i will be

so back away and let me die
leave my soul, the sun to dry
take my fears to your hell
and let me lay where i fell