i'm hurting
but you'll never know
i'm crying
but you'll never know
i'm dying
but you'll never know
i hide it all away
but you'll never know
I hear your crying
so I let it go
i let you cry
and I take care of you
i'll make you smile
while i cry
i'll make you laugh
while i scream
and i'll let you heal
as i bleed.
I just put it deep down inside me
and i'll let you heal.
i give up...

Thoughtless laughter and mindless grins
flowing dresses, my hell begins
blind to the world and all its chance
scorning the poor in a fleeting glance
for in their eyes, life has no end
yet feelings are lost as are friends
soon they'll be alone and cold
wond'ring how they became so old
confusion from their loss of grace
and horror at their wrinkled face
Now I smile at their pain
for never did they, use their brain
for a second, and never a year
so now I smile as they fear
Afraid of pain and fateful deaths
sitting, laughing at dying breaths
Their joyous laughing has long gone
and so soon they'll see their final dawn
Crying for help, they look to me
but all they find is an endless see
of pain and hurt and hatred too
for all this hatred i got from you
received through shunning and wary stares
received from the groups that never cares
You were so stupid through all those years
so now I laugh at your tears
Such stupid little girls......

i am the friend you can't remember
the child without a name
the funeral without mourners
the warm breeze on a cold day
I am all these things
the things you recall
yet you cannot name
the people who gave comfort
yet you did not thank
I am the forgotten...