hm. i haven't written in almost a month. bad me. ::inflicts self-punishment:: i guess i've been experiencing a little writers block. sorry.
as if my updating...or lack thereof.. has been any inconvenience for anyone... but i like to flatter myself.
life for the past month... has been interesting...oh who the hell am i kidding.. life is same old, same old.
i haven't talked to bryan in almost a month... and i think i'm better off in the long run. i honestly think that i'm getting over him.
i just read my last entry... i don't even want to be his friend. in fact, i haven't spoken or written his name in the longest time...
on the other aspects of life... i'm sick. i have bronchitis.. but i think i'm starting to get over it. thank god.. i was starting to get tired of coughing up stuff the size of golf balls. it wasn't pleasant.. and i'm sure you want to take my work on that. :)
last night, myself and a lot of other friends and acquaintences went out bowling. it rocked... we played three games... and i had top score in all three. in the last game my high score was 155... i think that's the highest score i've ever gotten in my life.. i had 3 or 4 strikes.. i don't know what was up with me.
....for anyone who cares....i think that i'm beginning to be happy again. i mean, as happy as one can be with the pressures of college and school on them... i'm actually content with myself. and i have no idea why. the only thing that bugs me is when i go and sit down to write a poem... all i can write about is sad and mushy love stuff... that pisses me off... i'm tired of whining... it's all i ever do....kinda.
i might apply to towson... it's a good college from what i hear... and it's kinda far. it has all of the majors that i basically want to explore... fashion/jewelry design... art education...fine arts..liberal arts...illustration... i just hope i can get in.
life isn't necessarily good... but it's better than bad... and in my case... that's excellent.
