well... haven't written in a while... i guess that's becoming normal for me. i spend my mornings rotting away in school.. my afternoons sleeping... and my nights.... sleeping. i'm such an exciting person! i'm so happy here, i could just shit!
i didn't see lola today.. like at all.. once in the hallway.. i said hey... these aren't the usual actions between best friends.
i had a meeting today for the literary magazine. i did some one site artsy fartsy stuff... we layed out a few pages... we've got to finish it tomorrow after school otherwise our millenium edition is shot to hell....
blah.. my main page needs a little zest or something.. maybe i'll go girly... or crazy... or just back to depressing again... i dunno what category my current page has... though.. by the time you read this, it will probably have already changed. heh.. i'm so screwed up like that.
so, i've got to shovel out a few essays for college and such... so that i can have my applications ready for december 15th... arrrgh.
everyone has ambitions and dreams that they want to fulfill... the only dream that i've had is to design clothes/accessories... to have my own line of stuff... i dunno.. i've always wanted to be trendy... that sounds like such a superficial and stupid statement...but oh well.. i'm allowed one superficial statement per year.. and i just used mine.
the only thing that i've accomplished is getting into seventeen once for a ring that i designed and made... i thought it was a cute idea.. and i had a bunch of other stuff that i made... just never sent it in. aye.. i dunno...
time to publish this already.. i'm gonna work on my main page a little....uh oh... dog just came in... gah...
