the sleeping pills are just starting to kick in... and it's 330am... grrrr. it's about time. i'm so tired that all that i might type here might be complete gibberish. slurring words and stumbling... you might not understand some of my words.
bryan didn't email back... and i guess i sorta care.. but then again, i don't.
i dont' know what to say anymore. i'm so tired of always having to have somethign to say..... i can't do anything without it being criticised by my brother and his friends... i just slept all day.. and did nothing.. and i took two sleeping pills.. i was only supposed to take one.. but i don't care. and i'm drouwsy.. and most of the stuff that i'm saying right now makes no sense. so i'll shut up because i'm an idiot.
