"Just read your entry for the 5th. You are wondering wether you should give B another chance. Don't! You will end up in disaster. I have seen many attempts to "fix things and make them work and improve the relation and..." and believe me: they only work short term!!! After a couple of weeks / months you are right back where you ended last time... And I don't think you really want this.
If the right guy comes along you'll know. And the second you are doubting is the second you should realize this is not the right guy. In the perfect relationship you don't have to make consessions. He'll accept you as you are, and you'll accept him as he is.
Small test: If you can sit opposite of each other, looking at each other, but not speak a word for 2.5 hours and not feel uncomfortable at all, you are close to the right guy..."
another insightful entry in my guestbook again.
i know i like bryan again.... i knew it wouldn't be long after i started talking to him that the feelings would come back. we're "friends"... and i'm fine with that... if something between us does happen ... i don't exactly have a problem with it. i truly have strong feelings for him.
i mean.. i've liked this guy ever since 9th grade... ever since the first day of freshman year, i was attracted to him.. and i still find him attractive... but whatever... since i'm shy, nothing will happen.. maybe.
oh and about the 2 1/2 hours of sitting in front of a person and not feeling uncomfortable... i would feel uncomfortable staring at anyone for that long..even with my best friends...
. i would just really hate to have people think i was a doormat.
