i should be ready for a fall.


(2:28pm EST)
1/10/00



wow... this weekend has defintely been eventful.

let's see... i was talking to bryan online on saturday, and he was talking about how he didn't want to go to his friends house because they always end up getting way crazy.. so he asked me what i was doing.. and i said i was going bowling with my friends..and he said to have fun because he wasn't invited... so i ended up inviting him... he said he'd call me that night.

meanwhile, i went out with my friend helen to a local town that everyone shops at... it was cool.. i bought one of those armor-ish rings.. ya know, the ones that cover your whole finger, but still allow it to bend... anyways.. i've always wanted one of those ever since i saw angelina jolie wearing one in that movie hackers... :) so i'm good... and i bought a fuzzy soft scarf... and uhm... a sticker... with a cool picture on it that i want tattooed on me. i think i'm going to get a tattoo today too.. my brother's taking me.

so i get home from my little adventure with helen.. and bryan doesn't call at the time he says he will. but he did call later on.. he said he had trouble getting away from the crazy crew.

we go bowling... me, bryan, lola, and a few other friends. it was fun.. i did really crappy tho.. my highest score was barely over 100. bryan was flirty... and he had his arm around me.. and he gave me a neck massage... and out of nowhere, he was like "you have to see 'man on the moon'.".. so i told him that he had to take me.. and he was like "how about tomorrow night." so i was like OKAY! haha.

the night ended with a hug and a kiss on the cheek from me.. it was......sweet.

sunday night.. he called me and told me that he was going to pick me up at 6:30.. so i got ready.. and he picked me up... went to the movies... he paid for me. :) never had that happen before... we sat down.. and for the first half hour we were playin around with my scarf and nudging each other off of the arm rest... so i leaned on him... and held his hand... and it was nice.. he smelled so good... eventually, my neck started hurting and i lifted the arm rest up and leaned on what i thought was his stomach.. later i found out my head was sorta near his lap.. heh.. but that's alright.. it was comfy. almost fell asleep... we just sat there and kinda cuddled during the rest of the movie... then he drove me home.. walked me to my door... and i gave him a hug goodbye.. i think he was sorta expecting a kiss or something.. but i think i'm still sick and i dont' want to give it to him... so.. when i got inside my house.. i took off my coat.. and i could still smell his cologne on me.. mmmmmm. :) so that was my wonderful weekend..

today i saw him a little bit in school, but he wasn't feeling too well... he came up to me at my locker and apologize for bailing out of class so quick.. i didn't mind.. i was more worried than offended.. i think he felt sick so he bailed to the bathroom... heh.. so he waited while i got my coat and stuff out of my locker.. then we went to his.. and i walked him to the stairs... i get to leave school early. he put his arm on me shoulder and i grabbed his hand and squeezed and said goodbye... ::sigh::

i dunno what's going on.. i mean, apparently, he likes me.. but i don't know if it's just because his exgirlfriend doesn't seem interested anymore or not.... oh well.. i'll find out soon i guess.. byes. :)



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