oh well.. october was like a roller coaster, up and down, twist and turn... it was kinda hellish at some points...november's not looking so well either. arrrgh!
I feel like writing.. i haven't written in so long.
love,the indifference.
he loves me,
then he loves me not.
he wants me,
then he wants me not.
from one moment to the next
his actions change;
so drastic and confusing,
and i don't know what to do;
hug and kiss him
or shun him and cry?
i love him one moment.
indifference follows.
and when good turns to bad,
and bad turns to worse,
and worse turns to unbearable,
i just remind myself of one simple fact:
i love him,
and no distance or silence,
or even a little restriction
could ever change this love.
