5/12/98 jeez. i just put on nail polish and already i'm peeling it off. oh well. they looked nice for a few minutes.
NO JULES THAT IS NOT ME! that picture is not of me! okay so i had a purple oakley jacket and really colorful glasses in 8th grade...BUT IT'S NOT ME! it's all coincidence..dammit! zoe brought in a picture of what is thought to be me on the bus trip to gettysbury like..2 years ago..? i guess it could be me, but it really doesn't look like me. have i changed that much?
going to school monday and today wasn't as unusual as i thought it'd be. bryan was being normal..and sorta sweet. he walked me to lunch...and said he was late to his health class but he could care less. awww. he's really a nice guy, i guess.
i just feel like being so damned lazy tonight. tonight is tv night. and yes, i admit it..i watch buffy and dawson. but i like them! everyone says that the show is lame..but i can just predict what is going to happen. dawson starts liking joey, but joey is leaving for something. she won't be around in capeside anymore. and if you don't watch it...then too goddamned bad. damn what a loser i am.
i kept falling asleep in every one of my classes today. i just wanted to sleep all day. and did ya ever notice how you can fall asleep in any damned position if you're really tired? i fell asleep on my hand...and i woke up with an imprint of my thumb on my cheek. i fell asleep on my arm once, and i woke up with an imprint of my ear on my arm. ugh. haha it was weird. i never know my ear was that small. i always thought i had dumbo ears.
had a weird dream last night. i was in a pink and blue roller coaster and it wasn't going very fast. and i was looking around and i was the only person on the ride except for this shadowy figure in the back. the figure started getting closer and was climbing over the other seats. i started getting freaked out and got out of the ride, but i was strapped down with this golden chain that had all these words engraved on it...i could only make out one on it thought...it read 'caught'. so the figure sat next to me and it was wearing like a black shroud. it raised it's veil and he turned around really quick. it was bryan...and then he just got up and ran away and the roller coaster sped up. it was so odd. i woke up in like a cold sweat. maybe it was the tv i was watching last night or the night before. tori amos was on jay leno..she sang pretty good. "she's addicted to nicotine patches". that's the only line i remember...i'm not a huge tori fan. mostly because i'm too lazy to buy any of her cds. anyways, the night before i was watching children of the corn part 3. josh is pretty cute..minus the prep clothes..and the amish stuff. eli was freaky. he has piercing eyes. eeeek. piercing eyes freak me out. oh well...
status of nail polish:
it's all over but not on my nails
