5/15/98 today was a pretty decent day. woke up, wore my favorite shirt, my neato cargo pants, and my sorta lucky bracelet. i wore it when i danced with bryan. haha...yeah i know, i'm a freak. in the car ride to school i listened to 'surfacing'...what bliss. i really should buy my own. i feel bad keeping zoe's for so long, but she said it was okay..and i'm so addicted. sarah is my drug and i'm the addict. uh oh...foot's falling asleep. tingly feeling....aaaugh!
bryan asked me to the movies on saturday night. i don't know if i can go. i have to plan crap for my mom's b-day party. she's hitting the big 5-0 on the 30...or 31st..crap..i forget. what a daughter.
on the lighter side of life, i got a 98 in simulator...ya know..the driving simulator. what really cracks me up is that the video is sooo old. it has cars driving by in the opposite lane..and they're like 60's fun buses. it was hilarious. it was sorta repetitive tho. "when you get the the corner...look right, look left, look right again, release the brake, turn the wheel, and feed the gas." soooo retarded. but i did good, so it's allowed to be retarded.
i'm so confused about bryan and me. i mean, he's really nice, and can be really sweet. everytime i walk down the halls and he's at his locker, he always turns his head to watch me come down the hall..and he walks out of his way to health while i walk to simulator...at least now that i have simulator, he's not late. it's just weird, though. he stares at me and all. makes me feel...self-conscious..like..."what's he staring at?"
