5/19/98 exactly 3 months till i'm 16. wahooo. permit time. can't wait. i'm in simulator now. i don't think i mentioned that before...and if i did..oh well. i got a 92 yesterday and a 91 today. i'm going down. i better start getting better. "swallowed borrowed heavy bout everything by my love...swallowed hallowed sharper bout everyone but yourself" i used to love this song. loooove it. heh...i think i still do.
i sorta ignored bryan today...which made me think that he was mad at me the whole time...but that's totally understandable. i was a jerk...and i apologized for my stupid behavior.
today, i told him that my b-day was in 3 months and he asked if i was gonna have a big old party for my sweet 16. of course, i said no. he asked why..and i said that i really didn't know. i'll just have the family thing. birthdays suck anymore. i really hate them all. when i was little, i loved them...but i guess i've learned that another birthday equals another year to go through and wait until you're one more year older...and pretty soon...you're working and paying bills...and having no fun. what a crappy situation.
"better take cover!" heh...andra is determined to hold tom's hand..woohoo. it's about time. hmm...oh yeah..for the past two days, luna and i have been staying afterschool laying out the poems and artwork for the literary magazine. it's fun. we get to eat popsicles. mm...but i hate those damned popsicle fingers. sticky sticky. my sonnet got into the magazine. i was surprised...i didn't submit it...my english teacher did. grr. oh well...a lot of luna's poems made it in..she's an excellent poet. she wrote this poem "glass eyes" and "baby" they're grrreat! frosted flakes..mmm. i'm craving bagels now...i think i'm gonna go scavenge for some.
