(4:48am EST) 6/21/98 jeez it's 5am and i'm still awake. i went to a girl named laura's party. the thing i didn't expect was to see jules, sammy, blake, and ed there. at least i knew a few more people than i expected to. i can't say i actually had a great time..but it was decent. my friend gave me her kick-ass bracelet that makes lotsa noise. i felt so special. plus, on all the slow songs, bryan wasn't there to dance with. i danced with a freshman named mike...that was about all. mike's gonna get laid a lot when he's older...he's short and girls think he's so cute. he's a nice guy...but he's smitten with lola.
after the party lola and i went to luna's house...we watched a bootleg of titanic...first time i've ever seen it, may i add. it was a sad movie...i'm glad i didn't pay the 8 bucks to see it. we ate food and badmouthed guys for like 5 hours straight..and i stayed up and watched the publc access channel. ya know the one that tells us if we have school or not...and the one that tells us the goings-on in our community and such. i remember one girls name on there in particular who was being honored for being art student of the year....god...me and lola will remember it forever.
i came home after luna's and slept...for the whole day. i got to watch a movie in between that was on tv...weird science i think. i love that part when they have the bras on their heads. they just get kicks outta wearing a bra on their head. i just laughed..then i fell back to sleep. god...think of all that crap the we used to wear in the 80s. well, not me. i was too young. but the lisa girl was wearing like...pink fabric around her ankle to match her dress...and i'm thinking..."what is the point? does her ankle get cold?!" it's just too weird.
bryan was complaining to me about how he had nothing to do today. it's not my fault that he was bored all day. i wasn't bored. he should have found something else to do instead of waiting around for me. and now he has this little deal that he's not going to hold my hand unless i initiate it. he said it will give me a chance to decide on how i feel...but think about it....it really won't. cause i like holding his hand. it's just gonna put more pressure on me. ugh....
as i type, my brother, chris is outside asleep on the sidewalk. he has a major hangover...the whole outside reeks of puke. ugh..i've been checking on him every half hour to make sure he's not dead. here i go again....
