10/25/97Grrr...I'm sooooo pissed off. My pain in the ass of a mom won't turn the damn channel. All I want to do is watch SNL and she turns on some country crap! I HATE COUNTRY! Why can't I have the TV for a freakin' hour and a half!?
I went to the fabric store with my mom today and we got some material to make me a Halloween costume. It's this really cool blue color...sorta like the background of this page. I bought wings and a wand at the "Party Fair". Hmm...can you guess what I'm gonna be? Pretty damn obvious...a fairy, of course! Grr...but now that I yelled at my mom, I don't think she'll finish it...figures, right?
Jules, Zoe, and I went to Barnes and Nobles tonight. It was ok. We were looking through all the witchcraft books. I was looking at the Palmistry(or something like that) books. I was trying to find my life line on my hand, but I couldn't find the right one. The book said that if you have several lines going through your life line, your life won't last that long. Hmm...if only I could find my damn life line.
Finally! SNL! Chris Farley is on! Man this guy is so funny. He's dancing with that nerdy girl that always seems to run into things and cause a big disaster out of something. hahahahaha 'Cept for the part at the end when she totally straddled her legs and fell into the table, it was pretty funny.
Yay! My room is finally being redone. Instead of all nasty pink stuff, I have navy now. Except for the damn ugly pink carpet...oh well. Most of my stuff covers the floors anyways...like anyone would be able to look, much less, see the rug!
They're making fun of Martha Stewart now! She's talkin' about all the things that she does for Halloween...she puts flaming paper bags of poop on her neighbors porch every day. Sounds like something I should get into. I hate my neighbors.
It's so damn cold here! Burrrr. I like cold...but not when I don't have enough clothes on to be warm...I prefer cold over warm. I guess I'm just weird. And I'm supposed to be a fire sign...Leo, that is. I don't seem like the "Take Charge" type.
God...my mom can be sooo racist sometime. I hate it when my family is racist. My mom calls black people bad names and it just really gets to me. I just want to slap her sometimes.
Now she's all pissed at me and is telling me to go to bed. Yeah right. I don't go to bed 'till 2am. She knows NOTHING about me and just does this kind of thing to make her feel like she overpowers me. Oh well. More later.
10/28/97I should be excited about tonight, but I'm not. I'm getting an award for having a high GPA. I don't even want to go. Lola, Luna, Zoe, Blake, Sammy...everyone's going to be there, but I just don't feel up to it.
I've been feeling kinda down lately. I feel so lonely sometimes. I sat in my room and listened to music the whole time. I mean, I know I'm not alone, technically...I guess I'm just depressed and I have no idea as to why. It's just not been my day.
Today in gym, I was standing next to the pitcher. We were playing wilffle ball. Some skanky kid came to the plate and swung really hard. He hit me right in the face! I should look real good for tonight, eh? And right in front of that kid that I sorta like too! Grr... how embarassing! Luckily, it was my turn at bat and I did the same thing to the skanky kid as he did to me! hahahaha
There was a soccer game yesterday. We played Central. Man! They really suck! I mean not do disrespect or anything, but really...they need some work! Varsity won 7-0 and JV won 5-0. Both of our teams scored in the first 30 seconds of the game.
Oh well..might as well do my homework. I dunno if I'll be writing in this for a while. later
