(10:57pm EST) 8/26/98
things are weird. i have no idea why i have this overwhelmingly weird feeling about all things..
my toe still hurts like a bitch. waaah.
i went to princeton with lola and andra. it was cool.. just shopping and walking.. i drank so many fruitopias i think i'm gonna puke.
woohooo.. wonder years is on. love this show..
i haven't talked to bryan in forever. he's working a lot i guess. he never comes online.. and that's when i usually talk to him. i miss talking to him. but then watch, once he starts talking to me again.. i'm probably gonna run away again.
just got home from dance.. that's a crock too. the teacher only watches like 3 people.. and then when she needs to comment on the rest of the class.. she uses them as an example of how GREAT they fucking are. pisses me off. i hate it when she never watches anyone but those 3 girls. it's so unfair of her.
less than two weeks left of summer. i want to go back to school.. but i don't want the homework and the projects and the teachers.. and the constant effort put out. it's ridiculous.
i wonder about my gpa. i think it's a 3.5 now. i did horribly last year.. i need to start getting my nose in those damned books and start paying attention in class.. stop worrying about other things.. i want to go to a really good college.. maybe boston university.. or umass. i want to go somewhere in the new england area.. not california.. or in this godforsaken state.. the only thing i worry about is missing my friends.. but if my life has any similarity to chris'.. i'll make all new friends.. and the old ones will just dissappear... it's so sad. i have to stay in touch with zoe, andra, lola, luna.. all of them.. i'd love to stay close to jules.. but i fear that we've already grown apart.. we hardly talk. :( junior year will be an odd one indeed.
