bryan won't talk to me... which upsets me so much. i was near tears last night.. i have no idea what powers he has that makes me cry about him so much. we didn't even go out. maybe i'm just destined to be alone forever. i have no idea what i did...he's been talking on the phone to someone lately.. i have no idea who. he just blows me off when i say hello.
i'm really not even in the mood to update this pain in the ass. i'm just so pissed off at pop up ads that i could spew.
work's a bitch.. if you can ever live without working.. then do it. i'd love to just waste away my life sleeping.. but now with school starting.. ugh.. so much crap to worry about.. and not even stuff in my "social life".
i guess i should try and make the best out of what life i have.. but it's hard when you have no ambition.. hardly anything good comes out of anything i work hard at.. i either can't finish what i've started.. or i just quit in the middle of things because i don't know what else to do.
anyways..like i said.. i'm not very ambitious about this journal lately... so uh.. i'll update again later this week.
god.. with the air conditioning and the cool weather outside.. it's like arctic in my house.. i'm going to find a sweater.
