mmmm.. pina colada lollipops.. currently, as of right now.. at this moment.. at this second.. i'm talking to sarah on icq. :) hi sarah!! hehe.
so anyway... byran.. blah blah blah. he's going out with a freshman.. robbing the cradle.. knocking boots with a baby.. whatever you want to call it. i don't care.. i mean.. yeah i've cried over him before a lot of times.. but when he sent me an email saying that maybe it was never meant to be.. it just came to me... why the hell do i need bryan? i mean, sure.. i'll probably always reserve a space in my heart for him(corny.. i know.. but i work in a hallmark.. what do you want!?), but i'm not going to wait around and watch him do whatever as i'm lurking in the shadows.
besides.. i have someone else in mind. i sit next to this guy named garrett in my english class. :) he's got the most beautiful eyes.. he looks at me and i just can't look him in the eyes.. they're so blue and when he looks at me.. it's like he's looking through me.. god.. anyway.. we talk a lot for just meeting on the first day of school. he's a big baseball fan kinda guy. and he's tall and he's sorta big.. not fat.. just has meat on his bones.. sorta red/blond hair.. god.. i've fallen so bad for this guy.. bryan is like fading from the picture as of now. he can take his little frosh clique.. i have my cozy little seat in english next to the guy with the beautiful eyes. as my bus drove away(yes i still ride the freakin' bus), we drove past him walking.. god.. he's so nice.
yay.. i don't have to go work today.. oh well. i have to go tomorrow, friday and saturday.. i dunno about sunday.. hmm.
i'm supposed to be cleaning the house or some lame crap like that.. oh well..
i haven't talked to trent in the longest time.. he said he went away to some music festival for a few days... haven't heard from him in a while.
hmm.. ok back to bryan crap.... i talked to him today.. not in school.. online. he gets so defensive about his little ankle biter girlfriend .. and it makes teasing him so much more attractive. i have no idea why. oh well.. he'll come around one day and realize that i'm not there anymore..
