(7:19pm EST) 9/22/98
well, i have to go to ballet tonight.. i have to go in 20 minutes actually.. but that leaves about 15 minutes to specifically dedicate to this journal entry. i've been slacking off so much in reading other journals and paying attention to mine. i haven't been getting many visitors. but oh well. i don't need to please anyone. my foot is falling asleep.. eeeek!
garrett. mmmm. it seems that all my friends know that i like him. hmm.. it's good in a sense, but someone could overhear or even tell him. i have no idea what's gonna happen. all that garrett and i do now is innocently flirt. it's so cute. by accident.. YES it was an accident.. i wrote on his shirt with my pen.. i didn't mean to!! but i got a pen mark on his shirt and he freaked out.. but this girl had a SHOUT wipe.. so it came off.. after he was done with that.. he was like "i'll get you back.. don't worry.." and gave me this little smile thing that he does. then he rubbed the shout wipe on my arm.. ew i smelled like shout.. so since he was all paranoid about the pen mark on his sleeve.. i took my pencap and pretended to write again on his back.. he freaked out yet again.. he said that i better not have written on his back.. which i didn't. so i took some guys pencil.. thinking "hey, it's pencil.. it'll come off." i wrote on his shirt again.. only the pencil actually showed up.. whoops.. but i got to rub it off. :) he took out this blue marker and wrote on my arm. it's still there. i have a garrett mark on my arm!
it's just the thing about talking about him. it brings a smile to my face. i can't suppress my happy face when i talk about him. it's so hard. he's got such beautiful eyes.. i can't help but stare at them.
jules said that he's in her photography class. teehee.
zoe says she knows him from elementary school.
luna says she knows him from algebra class a few years back. and that he was really nice and that she couldn't have gotten through that class without him.
why have i fallen so hard for this guy? i never felt this way about bryan. i hope this is good.
