i've got the flu.. or the closest thing to it. i went to school.. almost threw up... went to work, almost threw up.. went home early. i only got 3 hours of work in.. ugh.
i've been talking to jules lately. :) anyways, it's basically about my crushing on bryan.. and so desperately wanting to go to the prom with him... but i don't see that happening... ::sigh::
she introduced garrett back into my life...i had forgotten about him a while ago.. and then today she mentioned him breaking up with his sorta girlfriend... and that he had no date to the prom.. and she mentioned asking him... but the only way i'd go with him is if he asked me.. i am not putting myself out to get hurt by him again... it's just stupid if i did.
she also mentioned(in email) that she had talked to bryan previously about the prom... and about taking me.. and he said that he had thought about that, but he didn't want to make his girlfriend mad. and that before, she might not even be allowed to go... but now she can go.. and she is going.. and she's gonna be allowed to drive in the car with him. it's so retarded to go out with someone when they aren't even allowed to do anything. it's pathetic.. he has to go out on a date with her... and her friends. they are never alone.. she's not allowed to be in the car with him. it's just so stupid.. he'd be so much better off with me.
