Sleep is Overrated

Sunday, August 24, 2003 (4:30am)

I'm also tempted to entitle this entry "Friggin' A!" but there's random stuff in here that has nothing to do with my current irritations of the way life works out. So we'll stick with "Sleep is Overrated"...after all, it's 4:30 in the morning and I have to leave for work in 6 hours, but I can't fall asleep despite my current exhaustion. (Start taking bets on how long I can be deprived of sleep before I lose my mind.) And now I've put in my DVD of "La Femme Nikita"...not a cheery thing at all.

Anyway, my first goal here is to pass on the wishes of Bryan Gardner (sorry, but I can't remember how you're spelling your name these days)...

Bryan wants to say Hello to everyone from his CHS days and Congratulations to Erin on her engagement!

Now for the LIFE UPDATE

As many of you probably know, I was offered a lateral promotion at the store to be in charge of a higher grossing section with greater visibility. As less of you know, I thought long and hard about it and finally decided to go for it. Of course, then it was iffy as to whether they still wanted me to be in the new position, but finally after my vacation, I found out that yes, I will be the lead in charge of Self Improvement, Cooking (no, Steph, not Hooking), Sports, Health, etc. I'm not sure when I start. The woman I'm replacing had her last day yesterday, but the woman replacing me doesn't start her full time hours for another week. So who knows what will go on. By September, I'll be over in the Cooking corner.

Here ENDETH the Life Update

I originally started this entry cause I had more to say than I could fit in a text message, but didn't want to write a full email. But now I don't know what to say....but to the person this part is directed to (and as always, you know who you are), I feel like we need to talk more. I need to know how much space you need and slow you need to take things. I just want things to go back to normal. I want to hang out and watch tv or movies and fall asleep in your arms. And also, I want to discuss exactly what caused the damage or what the damage did. I mean, I know damage was done. And I want to fix things. (Hell, if I had a time machine, the things I wouldn't have suggested and the calls I wouldn't have made...) But we need to figure out why we hit a roadblock....I mean, aside from the stress. For example, how much of my stubbornness played into it? I won't say anymore about it here...just know that I want to talk about it.

Oy vey, I am so tired. I'm working off an absurd amount of sleep. When I sleep, it's not normal hours and it's either way too much or way too little. Not good. Need sleep. Until then, maybe I'll try to post some of the older entries that have been sitting around collecting dust.

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