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I want to say I'm so sorry I haven't worked on my page in so long. I thought as much as I care about this site, I owe you a reason why. The year 2000 didn't start off to good here in my home. I became sick the second week in January, and spent 17 days in the hospital, only to be told I have COPD, Emphysema and chronic asthma..Wow this was a shock and I'm sorry to say for the sake of my family that I have been sick every since. I'm on oxygen now at all times. I am getting one infection after another. So I rest most of the time. Now my life is really turning for the worst. I can't handle this illness, my youngest son always calling to make sure his mom is ok, doesn't go out at night to stay home with me. My hubby and I don't talk he stays in here and plays on the puter and he is so down in the dumps, and I am so sad for him and so sorry I am causing this to him..So you see right now I have some things to do and decide. But if and when things get to where I can work on this site again, I will. I hope you enjoy what I have done, and I might even put up something to help others who might be going thur this. Thank you for your understanding. Sorry for not returning some messages, but that is one thing I make myself do at least once or twice a week is try to answer messages. I enjoy coming to my guestbook so please take the time to write. God Bless you all and may the angels walk with you always:) Linda

Welcome to my homepage. I am so happy you have come to visit, I invite you to come, sit and relax and give me your time. I hope what I have put together will please you or maybe even help you a little, and you will let me know what you think by signing my guestbook or e-mailing me.

I would first like to thank a very dear friend of mine, to whom I have never met, but have taken the time to help me put the graphics and background on my site. You can visit Tammi's beautiful graphic site by clicking here It will be worth you while... Thank you Tammi for your time.

My name is Linda, I am a 43, (soon to be 44) year young mother of two wonderful boys, and a great hubby. My husband name is Ray;we have been married for 24 years Oct 4th. He doesn't do the computer. LOL.. I have a beautiful daughter in law Alana, and our God's Blessing, McKenzie. You will meet them at this site, if you take the time to go on.

Back to me, I have done many different jobs throughout my life, I was a daycare provider for many years, and loved every minute of it. I was blessed with being able to run my own daycare for sometime, and be with my boys as they were growing up and not have to leave them as other moms do. I then went to work for a doctor; this didn't workout to well, because I had not had any schooling in being a nurse, as she wanted me to be. Then I was able to work five years at our local high school as an assistant to the physically and mentally challenged students. I loved the work, it was so rewarding, and I can't put into words what I came home with every night after working with these students. I felt a need to move on so I did, I went to a hospital and worked as a C N A, this was a challenge for me that I never knew I would be able to handle. I love it; I worked as much overtime as I could. The clients that we worked with totally relied on you, we changed diapers, did total lifts, fed them, washed them, and everything that you do for yourself we did for them. Their smiles would grab your heart until it made you smile. Some could only talk to you with their eyes, but in their eyes you could read so much. It was so sad that so many of these people were ward of the state and never saw anyone accept for us who cared for them. I was doing a total lift one day and when we went to lift this woman out of her wheelchair, she went spastic, the other nurse that was helping me, lost her grip, I grabbed the woman and went to the floor, (I know in my heart that if we would have dropped her she would of died) That is the day my life would change forever. I will go into it on another page. I am now disabled and I stay home, due to my diabetes I can no longer drive. I am also dealing with uncontrolled blood pressure and my bones have decided to deterate so lots of problems with walking and falling. I have cronic pain, due to my back and I need a hip replacement and both knee's replaced, but I'm trying not to have that done. I get to see my granddaughter as much as I can. My life is now doing some crafts, playing on the computer, and going out with my hubby when he is around.

My site has several pages on it; I would like to let you know a little about what you are about to see. I have a family page , it will tell you a little about our likes, what our beliefs are and what we try to live by. Then I would like to introduce my son Brett, My daughter in law Alana is with my oldest son's , and I have a page set up for my Granddaughter , which has helped me make it through the changes in my life. (Of course updated pics, as I get them) I will keep them updated as thing are going on. I have a journal, you might call it, that I will write down my thoughts and what I feel that day, some might not be real good, but that is what a journal is for, I reckon. I have two pages that I have named, but I haven't touched yet, I guess because I don't know where to start. I have one that says " In Memory of my Dad", I don't know if the Loving is true or not. So that might change. I have a page that is named "A Time For Healing" , I really need to work on this, and I have on paper, but I just don't know if I'm ready to really read what I have to write. Yes it is about abuse, and my life as an adult dealing with this, or you might say not dealing with this. Please be patient and please come back, the time is near, and I'm working to maybe help others who have problems with telling there dark deep secrets.

I would like to tell you that I am totally disabled by the job I love most, and working with people who really do need people and that are pushed aside and forgotten about. You grow to love these people and pray that whoever is taking care of them now, finds enough love in their heart to give it to them every second they are with them. Trying to cope with being disabled isn't easy, you feel worthless, needless, and most of all unable to do for those you love. I will be working on this, and hopes I can over come the empty feeling that I live with daily. I hope I can find another calling, that maybe I can help others, here on the web.

I hope you enjoy my site, and will come back often. God Bless you all, and may the Angels walk with you always.

 

Below is a picture of me.....

 

Spread Love everywhere you go
First of all in your house
Give Love to your Children, wife, Husband...Neighbor
Let no one ever come to you, without leaving better and happier
Be the living expression of God's kindness
Kindness in your face, eyes, smile, and warm greeting
~Mother Theresa~

"A moment of prayer can offer a life time
of hope for everyone. And remember,
"Hope" is the only true reality, so create a
reality today for yourself and someone else......"
Please visit my other section of this site: Net-Prayer"

 


The Family Come on in and meet my family .
Diary This is where I write about things that are new in my life (Personal thoughts).
Brett Meet my son Brett and find out what is going on in his life.
Jason Meet my son Jason and his wife Alana.
Wedding Jason and Alana's wedding page.
Grandbaby Come on in and meet my new grandbaby , McKenzie.
Friends Meet some of my special friends.
My Plan My Plan for healing page.
Memories This page is in memory of my dad. I don't know if the Loving is true or not..
Angels I just love angels so much I thought I would make them a page.
My Gift's This page is where I keep all the awards and gift's given to me.
Apply This is where you can apply for one of my special awards.
Given This is where I list all the winners of the awards I have given out.
Links I have a number of some really great links on this page.
Holidays This is where I have my holiday pages, more pages coming soon ~smile~.

 

  

 

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