I am really outgoing, still a surprise to myself, sometimes. Why? Well, my friends and God have really made me a different person. Every now and then, I find myself thinking about how I used to be (withdrawn and quiet, thinking that others thought the worst of me, etc), and even if my life had changed to something like it is now, what it would be somewhere else. Knowing different people, living in a different place. If my dad had not put us, his family, ahead of his career, then I would be like so many without, really, a father. He would be there. Sometimes. Many other times, he would have been off on some construction job, doing whatever, being "successful": bringing in the money, climbing "the ladder". Yeah. Whatever. I think he is one of the most successful men I know, even though we do not have money to spend, wherever we want. Yet I see his love for us, in TANGIBLE ways. I do not think that buying things for your kids count, in that way. ANYONE can do that. He tries, when he can, do get things for us, his family, that he knows we would like. Most times at a sacrifice. Often the sacrifice is something that HE really wanted. So, instead, He does not just say he loves us, or tries to buy our love, he DOES it. So, I am very thankful to God for the friends I have, and the path He has led me down, rough as it has been, at times, but I am ever so much more thankful for the loving, caring, SACRIFICING parents that He gave me. Which brings me to a little "ditty" that I recieved for Christmas, this last year, courtesy of a mousepad - which has yet it's own PC to lay next to! =~). The poem is here:
Priorities
"A hundred years from now, it will not matter what my bank account was, the sort of house I lived in, or the kind of car I drove... But the world may be different because I was important in the life of a Child.
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