AHAHAHAHA HO YEH!!! 043005

What's UPPPP?? I'm so hella happy right now. Ahhh today I had 2 finals, one at 9am and one at 1pm. Both 2 1/2 hours long. The first one was alright cuz Prof Koh took pity on us and gave enough calculative questions. The second one was alright too cuz the prof hella took pity on us too! I dunno how I did, but somehow I feel happy after taking them rather than drained and brain fried.

So anyway I went home and ate downstairs at the coffee shop and I discovered that one of the stalls sells chicken curry and bread! That's one of the BEST combinations ever, especially when they give potatoes in the curry. Anyway, so as I was walking home I just busted out in a smile, then I busted out laughing. For no reason! Like a crazy fool!! It's been SUCH A LONG TIME since I've been just out and out HAPPY. Ahh life is good. Ho gwai ho yeh!!! Only one last exam on Thursday, Thai 2, which is fine cuz Thai's cool. CYA.

Blurb. 042705

I'm hecka diggin the Cutout effect in Photoshop.

Okie..BACK TO STUDYING!

Fill in the blank. 042305

_____ ho bo ho? HO!
_____ miaw bu miaw? MIAW!
_____ pah buay doh? DOH!
_____ _____ go _____ go _____ go!!

(I dunno if the spelling is correct cuz I just anyhow shout along one.)

Slackass! 041605

Hallooooo. The rain and thunder is hecka nice to listen to! I'm trying to keep a good attitude about studying. Like trying to understand rather than just trying to barge through all the notes. But it's taking a long ass time cuz I keep distracting myself. Oh well, I am happy today.

I want to buy the Area 51 arcade console one day. It costs around $2000 or less. It's my absolute favorite arcade game ever! I can't find it in Singapore. Genting's the closest so far that I know of. I think Yurika's the first person who intro'd me to the game. I remember thinking it was so cool cuz to reload, you have to shoot away from the screen. And you can do that with hella style. Hehe. Memories.

Equilibrium. 041305

I'm like hella back to normal again. Not worried about what I'll be doing in the future and stuff, cuz I'll just handle it as it comes along. Yuppooooo. Okie, got to study and study and mug and mug like a person who mugs a lot. Later.

The opposite of my current mood. 040705

It's raining, it's pouring, the old man is snoring. 040405

Three years ago, my dad told me that every year on this day (April 4) it'll rain, no matter where you are in the world (not counting those dry ass desert places I guess). I didn't believe him, so I've been keeping track since then. And whattayaknow, it's rained every single year so far. :P Interesting huh?

I'm in a more calm, happy, optimistic mood today. Yesterday, I spent pretty much the whole day working on a Disc. Op. tutorial, but at least I finally figured out what was going wrong.

This weekend, hella family's gonna be up in Ipoh. I wanted to go cuz I actually like family gatherings, but I made the decision to stay home cuz I need to study. Sigh, what have I become.

P.S. Dried blueberries are hella yum.

Simple kind of man. 040305

Sometimes (especially during exam time) I wonder whether I'd just be happy living a simple life. Like out in some village somewhere, making handicrafts or what, and just being..happy. Maybe it's just a romanticized idea, but I just wonder whether I'm really the intellectual type of person. I'm not saying I'm stupid, but I'm like happy if you give me a piece of wood and a knife. I like creating stuff with my hands.

It seems like if I pursue art, design, cake decorating, wood carving, etc. in life it's like taking the easy way out cuz I'm happy doing it and it doesn't really "challenge" me compared to if I went for a Ph.D. or something. But if you're good at something, why not do it?

But that makes me think about how many people there are in the world; how many are intellectuals, how many are "normal". I think there are more normals than intellectuals right? So perhaps to make myself a bit more "needed" I should pursue the intellectual path rather than the normal path..

But in the end, what's the point?

Youngin. 033005

Last time when I was small and I went on trips with my family, I'd see people travelling around with a group of their friends, and I always thought that it was such a grown-up thing to travel with a group of friends. I guess I'm grown up! Haha..nah I don't think I'll ever be grown up.

Actually I think I can pull off the grown up thing, but I don't think I'd wanna do it for a prolonged time. Like I can dress up and pull off the civilized shiet, but it takes effort. I know if I keep doing it, it'll become like natural. But I don't want to quite yet.

Diminished returns. 031805

Crickkk. 031705

Hilo.. Yanno what? I've been cracking my neck like hell lately, and what's disconcerting is that sometimes it's not like those normal echo-y loud pops, but more like very constricted sounding pops. Sorta like there's hella pops, but small and short ones all at the same time, making it sound like you're ripping something in your neck. Bad bad bad. Too many tests.

There's an NTU Lion Dance Competition on Saturday. I'll be going down to watch only. I feel like I don't have a lion dance troupe anymore. :(

Wonderful technology. 031405

Halloo. It's so cool I can chat with my parents using Yahoo! Messenger cuz I have a headset with a microphone now. The audio quality and transfer speed is damn great! :P How times have changed. Took me by surprise. Even my mom, with a lousy dial-up connection, can send and receive no problemo. Wonderful shiet.

The past Saturday was my ah Loon's birthday. I drew a picture of him for his present. It's been a longass time since I've drawn a realistic picture of a person. Yuppo. I had hecka fun hanging out with him and his family that day. We were shopping and they decided to buy a new couch, took only like 10 minutes to decide cuz they decide hella quickass. So I was like asking the salesman, yow mo meen faiy yeh soong ah? (got any free stuff to give?) cuz like they bought it so quickly, he should throw in a free gift yanno?? Hehehe.

I don't consider it very rude na, cuz it's like just kidding around liddat. Especially if you say it in Cantonese. I dunno why, but I think stuff is funnier when you say it in Cantonese. Bargaining's hella fun in Cantonese, you can throw in all the mo gum meung ahh (don't liddat la), tuhk la (can la), peng di la (cheaper la), leng luy (pretty girl), leng jai (handsome guy), and of course the yow mo meen faiy yeh soong ah. Dunno, guess I just don't take to Mandarin that much. I mean, who wants to be called mei nu (pretty girl), sounds like a cow.

Anyway, there was no free gift.

Memories. 030705

Yanno how sometimes you hear a song and it brings you back to sometime in your past? I'm listening to the Eagles now, it brings back memories of when I was still in junior high, and every morning my dad would drive my brother and me to school. It was around like a 20-30 minute drive, and there was one particular period of time where we kept listening to one tape of Best of the Eagles. Good songs..

Last time, my dad would wake my brother and me every morning for school. We'd get ready, go downstairs, and he'd have some breakfast ready on the table for us. Made sure we at least drank some milk or juice before we all left the house. I hecka appreciate that he did that, now that I look back on it. I miss my family.

Oscillation. 030505

Hallo.

Pulled out an old pic I drew, one of the few color pencil ones. Just thought it represented my mood now, if I had enough energy to show it.

But too tired.

So I give you, Donald.

Time is on your side. 030305

Halloooooo. I went to my Disc. Op. lecture yesterday and amazingly I am relieved. I think that means that all my classes are manageable and all I need now is just some good ol' fashioned studying time to catch up in my classes. Morale booster for sure.

On a side note, I hecka don't know what to eat these days. It's like everything's hella unappetizing. This always happens after I come back from Bangkok, where I eat oodles and oodles of hella delicious Thai food. I think I figured out why I like Thai food so much. It's cuz a lot of their flavorings are sour and salty, which is damn appetizing, especially the sourness. Then I come back here to oily, bland food.