I HOLD THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD IN MY RIGHT HAND
AND YET IT RESTS ON MY SHOULDERS
I HOLD MY FATE IN MY LEFT HAND
AND IT LEADS ME I KNOW NOT WHERE
I CARRY MY SOUL ON THE SOLES OF MY FEET
AND IT LIFTS ME TO THE STARS
I CARRY MY LOVE LOCKED IN MY HEART
BUT I DON'T CARRY THE KEY
I CARRY MY FEAR IN MY MIND
AND IT FOLLOWS ME EVERYWHERE I GO
I CARRY MY HONOR IN MY EYES
AND IT LETS ME SEE......................
Date Unknown QUESTIONS?
Can you look into the shadow of the face of death and tell me all your sins?
Are you afraid? Afraid of what you've done? Afraid of what I'll think?
Afraid of God or Satan?
Do you think you'll go to heaven?
Do you fear you'll go to hell?
Do you believe in God? Do you worship him?
Do you believe in Satan? Do you hate him?
Will you admit to all your mistakes?
Will you tell it all the way it happened?
Do you regret any of your choices?
Do you hear phantom voices?
Have you ever hurt anyone on purpose?
Have you taken pleasure from someone else's pain?
Do you consider yourself normal?
Do you consider yourself sane?
Would you ask someone for an honest opinion and believe them?
Would you trust your friends with all your secrets?
Would you trust them not to tell?
Would you trust them to stay your friends?
Have you ever seriously thought about killing someone?
Do you think you could do it?
Do you think you would get away with it?
Which would you fear more, the wrath of God, or Satan?
Have you ever wanted to apologize to someone but didn't?
Have you ever tried to fix something but couldn't?
Have you ever cried late at night, over broken love or broken promises?
Have you ever felt pain so deep you thought it would never go away?
Have you ever thought of killing yourself?
Would you go through with it or would you back out?
Would you do it so you could be saved?
Would you leave a note or die in silence?
Would you kill to save another?
Would you kill to save yourself?
Would you kill to save someone else?
Are you confident in yourself?
Are you satisfied?
Are you content with your morality?
Are you content with your humanity?
Can you look into the face of the shadow of death,
and tell me all your sins?
4/22/98 ALL MIGHTY ME
I AM A GOD IN MY OWN MIND,
I RAPE THE YOUNG AND I CHEAT THE BLIND
I AM RIGHTEOUS TO MY OWN SELF,
I KEEP THE SOULS OF MY ENEMIES ON A SHELF
I AM KING OF MY OWN WORLD,
I SIT ON A SILVER THRONE IN THE COLD
THOSE WHO CROSS ME FACE MY WRATH,
I LIVE OFF THE BEATEN PATH
THOSE WHO WORSHIP CANNOT SEE,
WHAT I HIDE INSIDE OF ME
I EAT THE SOULS OF THOSE WHO FOLLOW,
MORTAL LIVES ARE SO SHALLOW
I BREAK PROMISES, I SHATTER DREAMS,
I BREATHE THE SWEETNES OF TORTURED SCREAMS
I BRING PAIN TO THOSE WHO LOVE,
I BREAK THE WINGS OF THE WHITE DOVE
I EMBRACE ALL YOUR FEARS,
I DRINK YOUR SALTY TEARS
I AM KEEPER OF THE EARTH,
MY FACE GRINS WITH ENDLESS MIRTH
THE WORLD I MADE IS SO FUCKED,
AS DISEASED AS A WHORE'S CUNT
I AM A GOD IN MY OWN MIND,
I RAPE THE YOUNG AND I CHEAT THE BLIND