falling down....
tears, thoughts, dreams
all of them fall with me
my wings, broken
my mind, shattered
my depression, newly awakened
i can't escape it
I can hide, quite well in fact
but it always finds me,
always...
I try and try
but its a battle i can't win
its a race i can't run
its a fear i can't fight
my soul is tangled
caught up in this mess
this mess i call my life...
I have tried, i have run
i have fought..
but i can't win
i'm a failure...

sinking low and falling farther
you reach out, but i push away
can't you see i long to die
can't you see there's no hope left
...can't you see the hurt has filled me up
there's no room left....
not even for me
in my eyes, I have failed
I lost hope for myself
when all I needed was a little more time
I lost hope for you
when all I needed was your love
and I lost hope for life
when life has just begun...

living in a world
where nothing is true
living in a world
that doesn't have you

looking through a window
without any eyes
looking through a window
all i see is lies

wand'ring through a life
and endless  little tears
wand'ring through a life
and running out of years

dying as a child
without love to give
dying as a child
who never got to live