thoughts of you filled my day
at every waking time
but these words, i now read
show me, life's not kind

all at once, the tears now roll
down my waiting cheek
waiting here, for battle's end
with love, that makes me weak

days away brought me back
to this quiet hell
things were good, but now it seems
the world around me fell

smiles turned to tears
as i read your words
i begged it not, but i know
the truth is what i heard

everything is falling down
here, alone, i see
my precious heaven turned to hell
and now alone i shall be

lonely mem'ries roll back in
this frightened, aching soul
waiting for those times to come
and dig that endless hole

a gentle grave, now awaits
a place in which i'll hide
without that love that you gave
i feel as though i've died

crying in this, the darkest pit
i fill within my mind
stumbling over broken thoughts
while down this hole, i wind

i love you more with every tear
that i'll ever cry
and now as i lose your love
i truly long to die

all alone within in this world
with love you'll never know
hiding here, my grief inside
knowing that you'll go

holding on to every thought
that i've ever heard
looking down, i drift away
along with tear-stained words

hiding here within this room
waiting for the key
but as i sit here all alone
these walls are all i see

sometimes i sit here, hurting
just 'cause you aren't here
every minute wasted crying
yet i have no tears

each lonely night brings a day
that i'll spend by aching
and i'll lay in darkened moods
as my heart is slowing breaking

searching for what's really mine
yet there is no choice
prisoned here within this hell
while longing for your voice

times have passed, you drift away
you cannot here me speak
I fight to win this endless war
but without you, i am weak

why can't you see, how much i care
and love you deep inside
yet as i search for who you are
those little parts, you always hide

Missin' you through every night
waiting for that dream
a time in which, you'll understand
the love for which i scream

i long for you to fill my life
and heal this aching wound
but if you will ease this hurt
i know it must be soon

I live for you, but do you know
how much i really care
my heart is yours, although unwhole
and this life, you could spare

Missin' you, so far away
on this lonely night
waiting for a time to love
but when the time is right...

Depression i cannot hide
tears i cannot show
hiding in this sorrow
that they'll never know

they never let me be
they take away my space
I only long for freedom
from this crowded place

loneliness entangles me
keeping me in here
i only reach for solitude
that seems to lie so near

although i miss you dearly
i doubt you'll really see
the pain that builds so slowly
deep inside of me

i thought this pain was over
i'd never die again
but as i wait here, hurting
I doubt this wound will mend

i know you care so deeply
but its better if i go
this scar i keep within me
holds thoughts you'll never know

the hurt is never showing
and so i still see clear
but as i lay here, crying
i'm crying without tears