white walls encompass me
seemingly closing in
building up all around me
for i am weak within
pangs of hatred burn my gut
longing for their escape
burning castles in this mind
along with souls, they rape
feeding on this precious hunger
which prospers deep inside
crying for the unseen moments
in which it will not hide
the ceiling tumbles as i watch
smiling as it screams
cov'ring up that blackened hole
it ate within my dreams
it awaits at every turn
screaming for its chance
to once again, escape my hell
and twirl its deadly dance
haunted by it's toothy grin
shining through the night
deep within, i know i scream
as dark becomes too bright
blinded by its aching sorrow
this creature i'll never know
pond'ring what lies tomorrow
yet i know it will not go
never seeing its every move
yet knowing it cannot flee
trapped within this endless mind
the hunger inside of me.....
6/06/98 The Untitled
living in this wretched highway
searching for that sea
filling in the tiny scars
which swim inside of me.
i see your face in every mirror
laughing at my soul
yet as I hang my head, in sorrow
i understand your goal
fight the free, and kill the chained
build upon your crown
eat the living, raise the dead
from the chilling ground
the tiny pain that lies within
pounding in your skull
the urge so fierce, the lust for blood
with which the world is full
drowning in your crimson sea
you fight me even then
screaming at the nameless
until the very end