So comfortable
in darkness
surrounded by a cloud
so grey, so warm.
Encompassed in loneliness
like a huge blanket
around my heart.
It feels like I'm crying
deep down inside,
yet I'm comforted
in sadness.
I am held.
I am loved.
Alone in solitude, 
yet surrounded
in my loneliness.
On the verge of tears,
but smiling.
Watching people live.
Alone in my crowd
held by this feeling.

hey...what can ya say
when the sky just floats away
and the children stop their play
to watch the end of day.  

hey...what do ya see
when all the angels flee
and no one hears your plea
'cause no one's left but me.

hey...what will ya do
when even lies are true
and god you cannot sue
just for leaving you...

hey...who will ya fight
when nothing's left but night
and star burn too bright
as if to live despite

hey...when will ya care
when the world, caught unaware
and breathe they do not dare
for the hate has filled the air

hey...what can ya say
when life just turns away
and childhood they slay
'cause nothing went their way

hey..what will you do
when no one's left but you?

far away in feilds
I hear you call my name
so precious in your innocence
and i, in guiltful shame
silver eyes so fearful
of pain you've never felt
trapped within this aging
away the years can melt
a child not quite living
lost inside this man
feeling almost nothing
yet doing all he can
you turn to me so hopeful
yet nothing i can do
will ease the pain you're feeling
the answer lies in you