torn apart to pieces
falling all around
with no one left to call too
and tears the only sound
crying now for nothing
this world gone cold and black
left here in the darkness
yet nothing real, i lack

for i am always perfect
nothing bothers me
perfect on the outside
for that is all you see
while deep inside, i'm bleeding
lost in all your frills
cracked in many places
yet no emotions spill

for always, i am standing
deep within this crowd
surrounded by the misfits
the tears, i'm not allowed
silenced and forgotten
fallen down in shame
just another outcast
who never had a name

sitting in this silence 
noise surrounding me 
praying for the answers 
but only hurt i see 
thinking of our past times 
although they're very few 
so lost within their passing 
while searching just for you 

so why do i keep running 
away from open arms 
screaming for a kinship 
yet shying from its charms 
your curve upon the silver 
as if our end of time 
knotted in misfortune 
our life of hurt entwined 

my flower of the darkness 
the savior of my sins 
with blood upon our fingers 
this love again begins 
bound within our struggle 
just to set us free 
two demons of the nighttime 
a broken you and me

how can we go through life with no meaning?
a trudge beneath the eye lid of a giant
and we're done.
lost in the folds and cracks
of a meaningless existence
only to fall into the oblivion of death
without even living.
no heartache,
no tragedy,
just tears and babies
and twins in denial. 
we keep falling,
reaching out,
but grasping only air.
i know nothing.

i know your pain. 
i am your blood. 
each to their own and yet all together. 
we fall,
we scream,
we die.
we are nothing. 
no blood,
no tears,
no reasons.